I Failed Math, Now I Run curl Checks to Keep Myself Honest

July 12, 2025

Story
12:00 AM

So, tell me, that "everything, isn't about me.. "

But what if it is?


I write a diary!

First person!

ALWAYS!


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You wouldn't last a minute in the "home" where I grew up


This music, is heavy, it carried me

I was able to get through painful ordeals through this

This type of music, helps me feel normal

Or like, not the only one who went through hell

And while, she sings about

Some kind of horrible place

I compare it to the hellish place I grew up in too

Even if she is using a metaphor

And I am using a real life horror movie

It still, helps me make sense of it

Very therapeutic


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I might, sue you, if my ai tells me to

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I saw Hannah Montana, in Udesh's house, in his dad Upali's room

He had, like a satellite dish

And they got Disney

I felt really, hurt, to see, the ██████████████████████

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I saw an elliptical machine, ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████, I kept running every single day

I only, ever, did what I had to, because, they woulda done the same for me, if it was the other way around, and it was -- and they did

Story
7:45 PM

Sunday, 13th.

00:00 am

Jimmie Davis - You Are My Sunshine [1940].

https://youtu.be/ckKeQNCyPBU

[Verse 1]

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[Chorus]

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

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You'll never know, dear, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away


This music is about Jesus to me

Or I made it about Jesus

Because Jesus and God remind me of sunlight

It's about the warmth of God's love

For me, it's to do with how Jesus died for us

How he sacrificed himself to save us from Sin

This is how I view Yahweh, or our God

Who I see came in the human form as Jesus

I feel he was hurt when he saw Jesus murdered

This is why it's being shown here

Story
3:30 PM

When I went to church, Sandesh Sharma, was telling me we have to "pray for my two uncles" lol

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██████, is at least, not openly as

I can't pardon any criminals as a leader because we use an online courts system, with SurveyMonkey voting, or polls, and we also share evidence on our database, so there is transparency

You don't rely on me, you rely on everyone else

You only rely on me to get the real chance to get relied on by everybody else

The 30% tariff is very good news for me, as it mean the Sri Lanka government,

My money's in the California firm, or the Delaware firm

We use American banks, so we aren't affected by sanctions or tariffs negatively, in fact, █████████████ there is a 30 percent rate on SL products

It's like 25 percent of the money Sri Lanka earns

But they spend it on ██████████,

But I dunno

It's not making money for me

It's important for people in Sri Lanka, to

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I'm quite happy Julie

She did a good job

But I want someone, who is

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Meyer, we will see

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The only dude I know, from Denmark, besides like Anders Povlsen, is like ████████████, whom I respect

He runs a frosted Danish pastry, mom and pop shop with his friends like Ray ████, and Thomas and