Room Alone

February 25, 2025

The image depicts an interior space, likely a bedroom, characterized by a soft, muted color palette. The walls are painted a light beige, showing signs of wear with some peeling paint and marks. In the foreground, there is a sheer, translucent curtain or netting that hangs from the ceiling, creating a partition or a sense of enclosure within the room. The curtain appears to be made of thin fabric, allowing light to filter through while obscuring the view slightly. To the left of the image, there is a black-and-white portrait of a man, possibly a public figure, displayed on the wall. The man has a serious expression and is depicted in a classic style, though the details of his features are not clearly visible due to the distance and lighting. In the center of the image, a large flat-screen television is positioned against the wall. The screen is dark, reflecting the dim lighting of the room. To the right, there is a clothing rack with several garments hanging on it. The rack is metallic and holds a variety of clothing items, including shirts and possibly jackets. A hat is also placed on top of the rack, adding to the casual atmosphere of the space. Above the television, there is a ceiling light fixture, which is round and appears to be turned off, contributing to the overall dim lighting of the room. The ceiling is white and shows some signs of wear, with a few small stains or marks. Overall, the room has a lived-in feel, with personal items and a cozy atmosphere, but it also shows signs of age and use. The arrangement of objects suggests a functional space, likely used for relaxation or leisure.
1:45 PM

Sometimes,

I am all by myself

And I look across my room

And I think of all the things, what dad's done

And in my head, I need my safe haven:

PAULINE
The image shows a scene from a YouTube video titled "How Trauma Makes You PERFECT to Become a Spy at CIA." The video features a man with curly hair, wearing a dark blue shirt with the word "Courage" printed on it. He has a headband that matches the color of his shirt, and he appears to be in a thoughtful pose, looking slightly downwards as he speaks. His facial expression suggests he is engaged in a serious discussion. The background consists of a textured wall with a warm, neutral color, possibly beige or light brown. To the left of the man, there is a red-orange couch, and to the right, a green plant with long leaves is partially visible. A decorative wall sconce is mounted on the wall behind him, emitting a soft light, which adds to the warm ambiance of the setting. The video interface at the bottom shows a timestamp of 1:36 out of a total length of 5:59. There are subtitles displayed on the screen, which read: "experiences with significant trauma as children also have a higher likelihood." The YouTube logo is visible in the top left corner, along with options for subscribing and other video controls. The overall setting appears to be a casual yet professional environment, likely designed for an interview or discussion format. The lighting is soft, contributing to a relaxed atmosphere. The video is being viewed on a computer screen, as indicated by the visible browser window at the top, which includes tabs for other videos and a search bar.
3:00 PM

[Verse 1]

It can happen to anyone
Inspired by real events, edited for story. Inspired by real events, edited for story. A true story.