31 January
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This is a real personal diary, not fiction. Some details are lightly dramatized.
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Originals
By Lehan.
Lehan
Journal
2,118
1,447
472
101
30 January
40
0
29 January
91
0
28 January
36
0
27 January
12
0
21 January
32
12
1
Trump’s return felt like a personal win, mixing awe, faith, and politics. It ended with a clear push for boundaries and focus.
20 January
188
69
37
12
Trump’s return fueled faith, politics, and dark humor, ending with tech rivalry ideas and worries about Google pressure.
19 January
85
83
32
12
An inauguration weekend haze mixed Ivanka with currency portraits, and music. By night, distrust of Google and pausing Freemasonry hardened.
18 January
176
162
41
8
Praise for decisive leadership, push for peace, flag microplastics in tea bags, switch to loose-leaf, then return to coding.
17 January
94
58
30
1
Weigh governance models, argue for repealing FATCA, and push for stability, personal freedom, and pragmatic leadership over chaos.
16 January
105
79
35
9
A botched water delivery and notarization hunt escalated stress, then Rs 1.2m seed funding steadied things as crisps plans moved forward.
15 January
75
67
41
3
Neighbor couldn’t notarize affidavit; Rs 1.2m stocks reviewed, no-discount premium crisps affirmed. Political-geopolitical reflections followed; late-night programming ended in Sri Lanka crisis.
14 January
42
6
Work resumed with music and film awe, then slid into late-night cabinet fantasies on banks, media control, and cake diplomacy.
13 January
20
19
5
Gendered drink norms rejected; coding continued despite exhaustion and underweight dreams. China and election math swirled; encryption failed, mirtazapine taken.
12 January
13
3
Caution followed a nightmare; plans formed for affidavits, stock transfer, and a restaurant launch. Late-night scripture, music, and coding reinforced patience.
11 January
63
62
21
4
Cakes, business planning, and coding filled the night; bias was confronted, harmful speech rejected, and steady leadership goals reaffirmed.
10 January
103
81
24
Secured Elephant House drinks and chose 500ml bottles for value. Affirmed transparency, handled share paperwork, and focused on crisp prep.
9 January
111
55
9
2
Moon-empire flag redesign and Google Maps renaming riffed on Trump annexation chatter. Business notes stressed persistence and caution on Sri Lankan tech.
8 January
130
91
15
9
Checkpoint rollout pitched for sensitive infrastructure after Mar-a-Lago briefings. Wicked playlist and VPN fears sat beside threat-scale rankings and July 13 suspicion.
7 January
180
155
50
18
Texas bull-riding fantasies and clay-pigeon notes opened the morning. Later, faith doubts and Apache wishlists mixed with money windfall and resolve.
6 January
161
124
35
16
Tests felt throttled; surveillance and Iran-linked threats seemed possible. Trump urged to send Pompeo to help Sri Lanka; SLT privatization was proposed.
5 January
67
14
2
Insomnia, KFC, and slow internet framed a day of frustration and suspicion about registrar abuse. It ended with a call for unity and lawful reforms.
4 January
109
82
40
1
A Sons of Anarchy coffee moment and ring symbols framed a sleepless night. He weighed justice, mercy, and Sri Lanka’s future.
3 January
62
17
1
Fears for Prince Harry met ISIS talk, then music-as-diplomacy fantasies. Slow internet, media “pro-business” rules, and late-night exhaustion closed it.
2 January
89
10
4
Crisps launch prep met distance from Theravada Buddhism and hope for Sri Lanka’s stability. Google power, fair search rules, and safety fears dominated.
1 January
28
19
A PEP prompt sparked reflections on religion, food norms, and respecting others while staying independent. Power, tech influence, and long-game governance dominated.