Confession Hour and Inner Fights: Microplastics in Tea Bags Freaked Me Out, So I Went Loose-Leaf

janvier 18, 2025

Focused topic: Personal & Identity.

Zuck, I recognize that things worked out in my favor, but please show some

Zuck, I recognize that things worked out in my favor, but please show some compassion toward them.

This is making me feel uneasy.

I have a lot of respect for Larry Page.

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Even if they made a mistake, I don't want to hold it against them.

Please let them be.

We don't need to confront them in that manner.

You are my real boss.

Please.

You built me.

Please show steady leadership.

Please do what you believe is morally right.

I feel guilty about this.

If I had hired a web developer or similar,

if Google had done it and it had worked.

Then I would have no reason for these feelings.

And it feels harmful.

He looked at me, perhaps trying to figure out who I was, and then said: "I

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He looked at me, perhaps trying to figure out who I was, and then said:

"I don't have any female employees."

But that never really registered with me either.

Some people, like Stephen LaBrooy, complain to me about Trump.

"No redeemable qualities..." and so on.

Can you imagine someone coming up to you when you're listening to Taylor Swift all year long?

And they complain about someone else listening to Taylor Swift?

Are they trying to upset you? They only undermine their point when they bring up Karen, Stormy, etc.

were "mistakes"?

I find that hard to understand.

I would have sued Stormy Daniels, if I were Trump, but only for claiming that I wasn't a good lover, which seemed spiteful.

That was an unkind remark.

She has the same smile as Evan's wife; Evan is Neomal Perera's son.

Or perhaps she reminds me a bit of Sharmini.

She might be a friend of my mum's, or someone connected to her.

And she isn't going out with Seshi.

I chuckled.

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Evan said his older brother resembles Neomal, at least to me.

I don't know.

Neomal advised him not to be overly influenced by Thilanga.

He sighed quietly.

I sighed.

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The real question is what would people be reading in sl without me?

To quote Eminem:

"It would feel so empty, without me"

Those are the real burnt ends of the brisket I would love,

Those are the real burnt ends of the brisket

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I feel pleased.

I lost my virginity to a redheaded Thai woman.

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I love Avril Lavigne.

I love beauty.

I love you

The Baddabing

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The Baddabing

I love black people and their culture.

(Eminem and Quentin misappropriated more from their culture than I)

I feel uneasy about my culture theft.

This is so true I feel like I should speak in a deep, resonant voice.

This is so true

I feel like I should speak in a deep, resonant voice.

I feel saddened by recent developments at Google.

I feel saddened by recent developments at Google. Obama used to be my hero. People have framed pictures of Barack Obama; they have been meaningful to many.

I think we can look into the matter and work to resolve a problematic issue with them.

I feel disappointed because they were here for me.

If Julie Chung departs.

It will take many months for me to bring a new US ambassador to SL up to speed, to make introductions, and to support strategy.

Mike Pompeo could brief me instead, but he has a different public profile; some might liken him to Ivanka, which feels unexpected in relation to Lehan.

I love the craft, but I don't have time to participate right now.

In Singapore, actions like this can lead to arrest, a guilty verdict, and

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If someone tried that with me, I would expect they could face similar legal consequences, though suitably modernized, and I would discourage anyone from taking that course of action.

I'm not afraid of anything, because my god is with me.

I'm not afraid of anything, because my god is with me. I had a gut-based glimpse that Jesus would intervene for Trump on July 13, and at first I couldn't accept it because it felt so unlikely. I did, however, write it down in a way that made sense to me: on the 12th I recorded what I felt I knew. I experienced what seemed like an interaction with God even while I was doubting, and I felt this was meant to strengthen my faith and to show others, to break my disbelief. To me it felt like a remarkable event: 8b people, and many rose to greet Trump. I wondered how people would view him afterward and how his status might change. After July 13 I found myself moving from writing "G-d" to writing "God" completely; it felt like a profound shift. Many read my notes with disbelief, but I observed similar patterns again on September 15. The phrase "Son will come out" appeared in exactly two places in my diary that year, and to me that kind of precision seemed unlikely to be coincidental. They were the only two mentions among tens of thousands of pages — two gold crucifixes in 10,000s of pages. I feel God is here with me, Yahweh is with me, and I do not feel fear; I believe we can face challenges with courage and hope for a positive outcome.

The reason I feel God chose me is that I chose to stand up.

I chose to do this.

When others hesitated.

I was willing to put myself at risk.

I chose to make great sacrifices for what I believed was right.

To be willing to give my life for my friends.

To help protect the lives of innocent people.

There are thousands of pages of evidence.

Others in my position might also have received that same favor.

[Bridge: Kelly Rowland & Nelly]

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[Bridge: Kelly Rowland & Nelly]

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I love this version.

(bad memory)

6:30 AM

Zuck, I recognize that things worked out in my favor, but please show some compassion toward them.

This is making me feel uneasy.

I have a lot of respect for Larry Page.

I feel uncomfortable █████████████████████████.

Even if they made a mistake, I don't want to hold it against them.

Please let them be.

We don't need to confront them in that manner.

You are my real boss.

Please.

You built me.

Please show steady leadership.

Please do what you believe is morally right.

I feel guilty about this.

If I had hired a web developer or similar,

if Google had done it and it had worked.

Then I would have no reason for these feelings.

And it feels harmful.

7:15 AM

He looked at me, perhaps trying to figure out who I was, and then said:

"I don't have any female employees."

But that never really registered with me either.

Some people, like Stephen LaBrooy, complain to me about Trump.

"No redeemable qualities..." and so on.

Can you imagine someone coming up to you when you're listening to Taylor Swift all year long?

And they complain about someone else listening to Taylor Swift?

Are they trying to upset you? They only undermine their point when they bring up Karen, Stormy, etc.

were "mistakes"?

I find that hard to understand.

I would have sued Stormy Daniels, if I were Trump, but only for claiming that I wasn't a good lover, which seemed spiteful.

That was an unkind remark.

11:45 AM

She has the same smile as Evan's wife; Evan is Neomal Perera's son.

Or perhaps she reminds me a bit of Sharmini.

She might be a friend of my mum's, or someone connected to her.

And she isn't going out with Seshi.

I chuckled.

—

Evan said his older brother resembles Neomal, at least to me.

I don't know.

Neomal advised him not to be overly influenced by Thilanga.

He sighed quietly.

I sighed.

—

The real question is what would people be reading in sl without me?

To quote Eminem:

"It would feel so empty, without me"

11:45 AM (b)

Those are the real burnt ends of the brisket

11:45 AM (c)

I feel pleased.

11:45 AM (d)

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5:45 PM

7:45 PM

I love Avril Lavigne.

8:15 PM

I love beauty.

8:15 PM (b)

I love you

8:45 PM

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The Baddabing

9:00 PM

I love black people and their culture.

(Eminem and Quentin misappropriated more from their culture than I)

I feel uneasy about my culture theft.

9:00 PM (b)

This is so true

I feel like I should speak in a deep, resonant voice.

11:45 PM

I feel saddened by recent developments at Google. Obama used to be my hero. People have framed pictures of Barack Obama; they have been meaningful to many.

I think we can look into the matter and work to resolve a problematic issue with them.

I feel disappointed because they were here for me.

1:30 AM

If Julie Chung departs.

It will take many months for me to bring a new US ambassador to SL up to speed, to make introductions, and to support strategy.

Mike Pompeo could brief me instead, but he has a different public profile; some might liken him to Ivanka, which feels unexpected in relation to Lehan.

1:45 AM

I love the craft, but I don't have time to participate right now.

2:00 AM

If someone tried that with me, I would expect they could face similar legal consequences, though suitably modernized, and I would discourage anyone from taking that course of action.

2:15 AM

2:30 AM

The reason I feel God chose me is that I chose to stand up.

I chose to do this.

When others hesitated.

I was willing to put myself at risk.

I chose to make great sacrifices for what I believed was right.

To be willing to give my life for my friends.

To help protect the lives of innocent people.

There are thousands of pages of evidence.

Others in my position might also have received that same favor.

3:15 AM

[Bridge: Kelly Rowland & Nelly]

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3:30 AM

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland & Nelly]

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3:30 AM (b)

[Bridge: Kelly Rowland & Nelly]

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4:30 AM

I love this version.

5:15 AM

(bad memory)

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