Sunday, January 12th.
1:45 a.m.
I am scared of the number 13.
I was born in 1993, 1 -- 3, and October or 10, and first week of the month, any guesses? But I don't like it.
I think my anxiety goes haywire on the sight of 13.
Many airlines don't have a 13th row in their planes.
Some people also avoid flying on Friday the 13th.
And I feel scared of it.
I just remember Judas as the 13th apostle in Christian tradition and his betrayal of Jesus, which that story presents as a deep betrayal.
So I don't feel comfortable about the number 13.
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I think a lot of people are upset about Trump winning the election and fear that harmful actions could continue.
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When I imagined he had been harmed on July 13 I felt overwhelmingly distressed and considered giving up.
I think I cried at the thought of him being harmed.
I felt there would be no point continuing for me without Trump, because I feared we could not negotiate with people I strongly disagree with.
I worried that foreign aid or weapons might be used in ways that could lead to harm.
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The best part about him being inaugurated on Jan 20 is that it is seven days from tomorrow, the 13th, and seven is a lucky number.
I do Taylor Swift therapy regularly, and she loves the number 13, so I am also embracing the number to make it positive.
I also feel that God chose to keep Trump safe on a July 13th day.
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Stevie Wonder Superstition
[Verse 1]
Very superstitious
Writing's on the wall
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