I'll go down and retrieve it for Pauline Sanderson.
I'll go down and retrieve it for Pauline Sanderson.
You can see what I'm thinking, too, Pauline.
You can see what I'm thinking, too, Pauline.
Oh, There might be some kind of way out of here, said lehan to pauline.
Oh,
There might be some kind of way out of here, said lehan
to pauline.
4:20 pm Thinking of Pauline
4:20 pm
Thinking of Pauline
I'm feeling a little uncertain.
I'm feeling a little uncertain.
I'll try to stay calm.
***
I need to do some exercise today.
Just about 10 minutes.
I used to do 11 minutes, but that felt like too much.
Since we have the biggest house here, in SL, I'll just do 10, and walking up and down for coffee will make it 11+.
I'm okay.
I believe I'll be fine.
***
I've lost some weight, and I'm not sure why.
It might be that I'm eating around 1,000 calories a day.
I haven't been feeling as much pain lately, so I haven't noticed hunger as much.
Or perhaps there wasn't enough money for food.
We have limited cash but other kinds of wealth.
I...
I guess I can work on the website again I need to get cash to make a
I guess I can work on the website again
I need to get cash to make a cash-on-delivery payment to these people, so tomorrow morning I'll go to the bank
I was planning to do it today,
I woke up feeling fine on ███████████████████
It's a powerful antidepressant
Every 15mg increment feels like a big change
At 30mg, it wasn't enough to reduce █████████████████
I notice I'm acting █████████
Suicide is often associated with ███████████████████
***
At 45mg, I feel much more positive
***
I do think of Pauline a lot, I like her
I'm sure she is flattered by the effort
I think I can continue to pursue her
Which feels like how it should be
But I want to do it in a sensible way too
***
I will not hurt or demean anyone, out of respect for her
Even if circumstances change, such as with Trump in power
***
Maybe behind a paywall
***
I know that sensational content tends to attract attention
***
I'm sounding more masculine again; maybe my testosterone has risen. I feel much safer psychologically. Not everyone understands it, but our eyes and visual responses are shaped over long periods of evolution. When the gaze meets something like a camera, the mind can recall a lot. Now that the camera is gone, things have likely improved for me. I feel stronger, more confident, and safer.
I think I no longer need to be insecure. I'm quite hurt that Pauline is gone. But this is a common element in relationships. It's a test to see whether you truly love someone, or will hold on to them.
I need to hire an employee for my business We also have a maid and a gardener
I need to hire an employee for my business
We also have a maid and a gardener
In effect, some of the work is ██████
At the moment, █████████████████
***
One reason tight-knit groups can be so effective is:
They rely on voluntary contributions, where people often show high levels of motivation and commitment because they feel a shared purpose
Because contributions are ██████, the organization has lower personnel expenses
This is one reason such groups can be influential
The biggest asset I have isn't the ip, it's the community around me
They help sustain me
Thursday, 6th.
Thursday, 6th.
1 am
Westlife - Somehow (Official Video)
https://youtu.be/HRupmMxIplE
Somehow, you're going to know how much I missed you, Pauline
I don't know how I come up with this It feels very authentic
I don't know how I come up with this
It feels very authentic
I feel strong dislike toward snakes; I see them as unwanted and prefer they be
I feel ████████████████████████████; I see them as unwanted and prefer they be kept away, particularly when women are present.
pauline, Please come back; I'm in deep pain being apart from you.
pauline,
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I know you're not my mom.
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