I really should... █████████.

I have a bad temper, and I can be very █████.

I can improve some more.

I think I watched a lot of ██████████████████ as a way of replaying my ███████████████.

But.

Either they stopped making the same kind of content, or I outgrew it.

Politics has a lot to do with directing █████, crowds, and populism.

But I don't have to take part in that.

Justin Trudeau isn't half bad; he's standing up for Canada, and I saw him dancing at a Taylor Swift concert too.

These are alright people.

Anura is also not an enemy or a threat.

He's doing the best he can for SL.

There are systemic issues, but we can draw constructive attention, propose solutions, and address those too.

***

Yeah, I do have a whole lot of difficult thoughts on my mind.

Just six posts ago, I'm back to Jan 21; ███████████████████.

████████████████████ with Troy.

It's not really pleasant: 2:01 am is about the ███████████, again.

Which is not there now.

So it's a powerful █████████████ again, and it sets me off.

***

And yes, the whole history of SL is likely to provoke anyone.

It's not good, and it's painful and troubling.

I should be calm.

I'm feeling a lot of ████.

Like in Hocus Pocus, I wonder, like that witch, if I calm down or let go of my hatred, whether I will just disappear.