WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 4, 2020
12:00 a.m.
It's so hot in my room. It's boiling. I'm not that sleepy yet. I wish I had Mint ice cream. They have good ice cream at Carnival Ice Cream parlour. I'm getting tired. I wonder what to do.
I think I can either watch Euphoria, I can draft some plan or letter, I need to redo the letterhead cause I'm a perfectionist, I can also watch something else or sleep here or in the living room. Or I can read Never Split the Difference by Chris Voss or Anne Frank's Diary. I dunno.
I better pop my Mirtazapine. I hope there aren't any mosquitoes. I can't understand the stupidity of people like my mom to sleep without a mosquito net. My brother, my sister, many of my cousins, if not all of them, it's so bizarre. They're weird. I find the mosquitoes disgusting, and they have dengue and malaria too, which can kill you. After humans, the mosquitoes are the biggest killer.
12:15 a.m.
Jagath uncle got Janaka Mayakaduwa aiya to teach me how to run a MNC for 6 months. So he helped me a lot. I remembered. He's cool.
I also was thinking, I really hated ███████ because she called me, "child". ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
1:45 a.m.
I'm a Christian. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's my religion not to stone or judge the prostitute. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
// Rage
2:00 a.m.
// Rage
2:30 a.m.
// Rage
2:45 a.m.
// Rage
3:15 a.m.
// Rage
3:45 a.m.
// Rage
4:00 a.m.
Omg I have such a bad temper. So many things on my mind. I couldn't sleep. It's too hot in my room. I don't have enough Mirtazapine. My mum will need to get more from the pharmacy despite curfew. I think that there's a good and evil. I don't know which is which -- nobody does.
See, the whole narrative written above, I have to reconsider.. it's wicked and I want to be Glinda, not Elphaba.
4:15 a.m.
I wonder why I have so much darkness in my heart. I need to always write things down, think as Jesus Christ will think and reach the most sacred pursuit one may embark on: nearest nigh irreproachability.
5:00 a.m.
I'm watching Euphoria TV show. I ate a birthday cake cookie. It was hella amazing.
5:15 a.m.
I'm going to sleep soon.
2:15 p.m.
I had a 2 or 3 hour chat with Induka Perera from my family friend Ashok Pathirage uncle's Softlogic. He's recently resigned as sales director after 9 years. He's specialised in that business only. He's a consultant. I think he's retiring.
The trouble with him is he might not know the customer network and lacks domain knowledge needed to sign deals. This will be a problem. I really love my friend Prashan Pathirage because he's the only one in Sri Lanka who likes Donald Trump.
So, out of respect for him and Ashok uncle and Chalini aunty I told Induka how to proceed. I don't hate Democrats, I feel like I'm 40% Democrat, or at least, I don't identify with a political party. I just like the person and his vision. I like Trump's vision for America. I like his character. He's a hero to me.
I'll never discriminate against any Democrat, as I myself identify with the JFK party, and I might fear Republicans, but I love it when people like Prashan Pathirage are just like me. I think he's distantly cousin related to me through Anura Gunadasa uncle.
People like Venura Wijenayake or Kumesh aiya, their parents, people like Diroshan, people I really love like Jonathan or Jacques, Robert, Nanda, I feel safe with them. I feel like they just "get it". They're just people I will feel pain losing now because I'm attached to them. I don't care if I cut out some of the people in our team.
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I noticed this. It's only the same sort of people. ████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I'll help Alex Marsh, Alex Carvell and Valerie HY in Singapore. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I don't know. I'm just such a sensitive person.
I sent him two books by Chris Voss and also my favourite woman in the world and a notification on how to learn cyber security and guided him on how to network. It's up to him. We never really give hand outs, people need to earn money, we can only team up, partner, assess the situation, plan, cooperate and execute vigorously together. That's all we offer.
2:30 p.m.
I'm starting to miss Jacques. I saw him yesterday or the night before with David Chichinadze. He sent me some old coins which was interesting. He's just like me. I think Jacques Huyghebaert is the only friend I have. I'll be so sad when he dies, which is going to be soon because he's 75 years old and so old.
2:45 p.m.
Hmm.. what was I plotting last night? :/ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Doing bad things is not good. Tamir Pardo does it because you preserve strategic interests. I shouldn't do any bad things when there's no serious attack.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ They're 3 billion in debt to HNB.
Making it dangerous for the British depends entirely on Gotabaya Rajapaksa. I have to see how he wants to deal with Kanchana Ratwatte, my Facebook friend, the chairman of Bank of Ceylon. I don't want to talk to Ruwan Bakmedeniya or Asoka Karunaratne. I wonder if Lucky Perera can be a director at my company. I think better if Nanda Karunagoda, Thilanga Sumathipala and Denzil Perera go talk to BOC.
I have some plans to ruin the relationship with the British systematically. I just don't trust them any more. It's better to end the relationship. It's better to switch to business with China. They are a lost country. I'm a big fan of America, but I'm starting to worry about them too. I don't know. People on the ground can lobby on my behalf those people.
3:00 p.m.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
3:15 p.m.
The US election is going well. I hope Trump wins somehow. It's a tight race. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
If Biden wins, I don't think I should move my business to the US. I don't want to pay 28% corporate tax. I'm not crazy. ████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████ They want to steal the election. ████████████
3:30 p.m.
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I have to get lunch.
4:00 p.m.
I had lunch. I had three prawns, I didn't like so much. I have white chocolate chip cookie with coffee to enjoy. I'll watch Euphoria TV show now.
5:00 p.m.
My cookie has heated up and collapsed by the centre into the coffee. It was nice. It was good. I like Coho cookies. I hate the name.
