THURSDAY, DECEMBER 3, 2020
12:00 a.m.
I watched The Boys Season 2 finale. It was a 7 out of 10 okay. I'm watching The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020), it's okay, I don't like horror movies or tv shows, it spoils my mood, it makes me feel bad, I do things I don't like. I watch scary stuff to get brave and gain courage.
My mum made good dinner, the roast chicken and Singapore/ Jaffna Chilli Crab Cutlets were good. I can make meals for Bala Kamallakharan and Jonathan Hirshon when they come to stay at our home as guests, though I don't know if Bala will come.
The guestroom is big, I'm expecting Jonathan and Amanda to stay there. I expect all my friends to stay over at my home when in Sri Lanka. It's better than a hotel, our home is like a Raffles Hotel Singapore. I don't know if Bala Kamallakharan and his family and Jonathan can stay at the same time in the same room.
I can give Bala Kamallakharan my room, I can sleep in the living room. Or maybe, we can host them as guests separately or use Jagath mami's place.
This Haunting of Bly Manor is weird, I don't like scary stuff, it messes with me, I'm a very sensitive person, i don't like this kind of stuff. I'm just like my cousin Chadu who also doesn't like scary stuff. My dad used to tell me scary stories. I can only manage The Walking Dead. I remember playing Metal Gear Solid Snake 5 The Phantom Pain and when the skulls, the parasite unit came, I got freaked out by the cutscene, I wanted to stop playing. Having to fight the Sahelanthropus by myself, I nearly gave up. I don't like it.
My flatmates in England complained I'd scream when playing Call of Duty Zombies because I'm a chicken s*** and I don't like surprises and dying. My Tamil friend Jonathan Page is really good at Zombies, he revived me like a 100 times, he's good, I play with smart players, so I do well. My other Tamil friend Jonathan Ram or Chrish Jonathan gave me good Pokemon on Nintendo Gameboy. They're all, innocent, good wonderful people.
I'm sad my mum locked the door in the living room, so I can't access the sink to use the kettle I bought in England to make myself hot Maggi noodles soup for myself. It's a very comforting, cozy and warming meal for me. I love it. I used to love the tomato soup in England from Campbell's. It was the best, I just dipped bread in it.
12:30 a.m.
I'm watching episode 2 of Haunting of Bly Manor. I'm getting hungry. I wonder if I can use the water filter hot water to make myself a nice hot warm bowl of ramen to enjoy. I'm scared to go downstairs because I'm scared of the dark ever since my dad died, there must be ghosts in my house.
Last night when I made myself Maggi Daiya instant noodles ramen, I added a tea cup of coconut milk. It wasn't a total disaster, it tasted okay, the broth was a bit richer, but I didn't like it and so, I'll never ever do it again.
1:30 a.m.
I made myself a bowl of instant cream of chicken soup. I added hot sauce and olive oil and loads of pepper. I made a mistake adding olive oil in the beginning, I should add in the end.
I feel that Olive oil gets agitated in the blender when making mayonnaise, the bitter compounds, the polyphenols get out of the fatty acids. So, I'll add olive oil later, after soup is cooked.
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1:45 a.m.
Bhante Saranapala told me last night, it's all about identifying suffering, what causes suffering, how to end suffering and ending suffering, the four noble truths in Buddhism.
I'm so thankful Jacques and Denzil Perera can talk to Thilanga Sumathipala uncle on my behalf because it's hard for him to help his own nephew's ventures.
3:30 a.m.
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4:30 a.m.
Watching Queen's Gambit. I didn't like Haunting of Bly Manor, I can't watch scary stuff, it creeps me out. I'm sad to see kids given tranquilizers to keep them compliant. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
5:45 a.m.
I enjoyed some Guylian Belgian chocolate. It was good. My tongue is aching like a real b***h. I hope I'll be okay soon. I'm going to sleep soon. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Couldn't sleep, so I watched great TV. I need to time it right, so the drugs can put me to sleep.
7:15 p.m.
I did business stuff. I did interviews with like 10 people: often interviews lasted 1 hour or more each, some were quick. I'm getting hungry. I think we'll get pizza. I'm wondering what happened to Thilanga uncle, need to work on things to move forward with business deals. My mum must talk to him. Things will work out most likely.
11:30 p.m.
My mum gave me Orapaste oral paste to put on the back of my tongue as it's aching. I'm no doctor, but I guess, it's a mouth ulcer or something. It hurts! But it was aching for days and I'm glad I found a remedy at least now.
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I'm listening to music. Soon, I'll watch The Queen's Gambit -- which is 8 out of 10 very good. I love chess, it's one of my favourite games even though I'm terrible at it and lose all the times.
11:45 p.m.
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████ It's just an ulcer. According to Web MD:
"No one knows what causes these small, painful blisters inside your mouth. Triggers include hypersensitivity, infection, hormones, stress, and not getting enough of some vitamins. Also called aphthous ulcers, canker sores can show up on the tongue, cheek, even your gums. They usually last a week or two."
