Sunday, January 10th, 2021
2:45 p.m.
I hid an angry post bashing people. I do not want to harbour any more malice, contempt and mistrust towards people.
I just want to move on.
I am going to go get lunch.
I think that there is a choice: Do you want to work to build bonds with the Muslims? Or do you want to terrify them as enemies?
Of course, the first choice is obvious.
I will be kind.
I have so much to do. I need to get lunch. I think I will write out this plan to James and Ron and Eddy after lunch. I have good clever ideas.
I believe G-d has sent Jonathan Hirshon, as an angel to rescue me, he is the top 5 PR people in the world. He has changed the way I saw this world.
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3:15 p.m.
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Lal is my dad's brother. Lal's wife is Deepa. Deepa's brothers are Jeewaka, Asanka and Nalaka. Jeewaka's husband is Prasanga.
I think I will be okay. I am doing what I love, I have earned a good celebrity reputation. I think Thilanga uncle will be helpful to get the first few deals, then I do not need him.
He will need me. He will need the data we gain from our partners, he will need the money we earn, the people we have in our team and our contacts from business.
The bottom line is I am pretty popular now. Everyone knows me. People know my name. It is like a brand. I am only 27 years old, I am not a 40, 50 or 60 or 76 year old like Jacques, 66 year old like Nanda Karunagoda or 88* (I cannot remember) year old like Sohli Captain.
This is a good chance to change the fate of the Sinhalese people. We have technology. This is the important difference. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
3:30 p.m.
I do not know Nimal Perera or Dhammika Perera. I assume Thilanga uncle must know them, they did work together once, I guess, they are into gambling, Nimal Perera was in Sri Lanka Cricket, as treasurer, although I am not surprised if he forgets or refuses to assist. We will just find someone else. It is as simple as that.
Sampath Bank's not the big bank. It is a Sinhalese bank, but I do not really see anything. I think BOC and People's Bank deserve the most attention as they are government banks. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████
I think there is an advantage to using some of the existing firms in Sri Lanka to get the initial deals. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
4:00 p.m.
I do not know many people, I know names of people, as that is part of my responsibility in managing my team who manage relationships with big prospect customers. But I do remember when people tell me certain things.
I do not remember anything from maths, economics or biology or whatever, but I remember I sat next to Harshana Perera during a maths class, and I remember he told me his dad Nimal Perera did business with Thilanga uncle.
I was surprised because Harshana, who according to Mikey, looks like me, Harshana told me things I did not know. Specifically, that it was a specific business, I did not know Nimal Perera was involved in. That is very interesting.
That is the most important thing worth remembering. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ The teacher sided with me, I apologised to Manusha later sincerely.
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I have changed. I have improved. I do not hit people anymore. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ She is alive.
4:15 p.m.
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I know, I know, I look so handsome, and attractive, but I am so ugly, and wicked as a person sometimes -- and *sigh*
I dunno.
It is more schadenfreude than sadism. I will argue. I do not hate Jeewaka uncle or the other brothers.
Actually, I am beginning to see very little scope for any relationship with any of them as well. Why keep them around?
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5:00 p.m.
As usual, the Facebook G-ds decide to censor things I write:
"I know, I know, I look so handsome, and attractive, but I am so ugly, and wicked -- and *sigh* I dunno." was removed.
It is a bit strange. But these Facebook big guys are 2nd connections now, aren't they?
Surely, they must share sympathies with me.
We are cut from the same cloth.
I should go and tell Sheryl Sandberg to help me get all the hot girls, because this one hot girl blocked me after I told her that customers will buy everything we are selling and pay double when they see her.
Clearly, I was talking about her f█████████████████████████████████████████ from Harvard.
It is all Sheryl's fault, she wrote in Option B that Dave Goldberg just did not give up like Obama, and that is what worked in the end.
Of course, I only care about my love of money, and that might be a different love story.
It is more ███████████.
6:45 p.m.
I forgive Lal and Deepa. I do not need blood on my hands. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I do not need to hold hate as a Buddhist.
They will suffer for the bad karma. I will move on happily protected and shielded by Buddhism, my family and friends.
I can see now, very clearly, karma or G-d will punish wicked people a lot worse than I can, and I should not do it. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I do not need Edna or my dad's business to be successful. I can earn more by myself.
I hope Deepa does not get murdered. The price of gold falling was not their fault, this is a risk.
Look at me? Look at how wealthy we are? Look at the people around us. Look at the way we are treated. People love us.
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I have to be positive. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
