12:30 a.m.
How am I supposed to face these big guys in the US as a Sri Lankan?
The second they hear I am from SL, it is over
They read anything on SL on the BBC it is a disaster
They look at my uncle's Wikipedia, they think I am also some gangster
Jagath Sumathipala, the President of the All Ceylon Buddhist Congress, also encouraged me to fight with my brother Milan = It is Buddhism that is wrong
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I need good coverage on the BBC.
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The first sentence and paragraph will be positive, next sentence will be "Lehan's uncle Thilanga was found guilty of passport fraud of a contract killer and sentenced to 2 years in jail. Reference: ESPN Cricinfo reported Sumathipala was sentenced to two years imprisonment for breaking Sri Lanka's immigration laws."
1:15 a.m.
I am thinking to myself silently.
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1:30 a.m.
I was vaccinated for C19 a long time ago, I told Ferhad Nilgiria about antibodies, he was completely mute.
I remember it was before January 2019, as I saw the Huawei Chinese engineers at Axiata.....
It would be much easier for me to manage SL if SL had a smaller population of 5m instead of 21m.
Thilanga Sumathipala uncle told me, "a census is done every 10 years, putha (son), so 2022 next."
I saw him at a secret location on Sunday, February 7th, 2021 for a top level secret meeting.
The Muslim population has doubled from 10 to 20%.
1:30 a.m.
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I was in my bed, it was just like a normal cold, but it was a lot worse, it was awful, tissues everywhere.
I felt like I could die too, the symptoms are pretty volatile, it is a 2% death rate, but a b***h is a b***h.
More tissues than when I ran out of Kleenex and used the bible too -- in university doing "research".
He-he-he
1:45 a.m.
I am thinking carefully about stuff.
I cannot believe there is only one me!
2:15 a.m.
I cannot wait to speak with my wonderful Chinese friends, especially a good man like President Xi!
I will tell him all about the ███████ and how she betrayed our family.
I will tell Xi, "I read LKY, Chairman Mao, he said, you open the door, you allow flies in"
"Well, Chairman, these ██████████████████ got in!"
"How can we get rid of them all?"
"I like how you deal with the pests in China"
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"But you do not have ███████████in SL, Lehan?" Xi will tell me.
"But you do not have any ████████████ in SL" Bibi will tell me.
Puzzled they will look.
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2:45 a.m.
I made myself a nice, extra salty (it slipped in too much), soda passion fruit drink, thinking of Jacques who loves soda water, the secret to his genius.
I love my friends!
I was talking to Ruchira Yasarathna at Dialog Axiata, when we met Huawei engineers.
We can try get Ruchira promoted to CTO or higher up position near / to takeover from Pradeep de Almeida.
I like him, he is a good Buddhist, he has got his word.
I am also a Buddhist, it is just, I do not like how SL is a real mess, it is a disgrace.
So many murders, thieving, actual rapes, lies and deception, a lot of drugs, especially heroin.
All of this is prohibited by Buddhism.
It is a severe leadership deficit, a prolonged one!
I am remorseful. I dream of a better era.
I was thinking at 12:30 a.m. about a song.
I was thinking about how BBC said PM Dave Cameron was like a God when visiting SL.
I regret equating myself or comparing myself to G-d. It is only a joke! My life is not worth 1,000s of other lives.
I remembered that song in American History X. It is funny, Trump loves that song Battle Hymn of the Republic as well, he played at his events.
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This is interesting!
Mongrel is a person of mixed descent.
The ZOG machine refers to Zionist Occupation Government, a conspiracy theory that our friends run the world!
If you ask Beyonce, she will say, "Girls Run the World, Who runs the world?, Girls!"
It is indeed a song I used to love, just like I liked I think we are alone now, before Ted ruined it, and I hope, The Umbrella Academy revived this great song for all!
I liked it because of JFK and how people sang it to honour JFK in death back then!
Battle Hymn of the Company:
Mine eyes have seen the glory
Of Cyber Space Command;
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I have seen Lehan in the smartphones
Of all my Facebook friends
They have builded Him an altar
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In the beauty of kadupul mal (SL flower)
Lehan was born by the Ganga (river),
With ambition in His bosom
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4:15 a.m.
I am struggling with severe insomnia for a few days now. I am on 45 mg of Mirtazapine. Unable to sleep.
I had a few flashbacks, and aching pain on ribs due to Milan's ██████████████, I am disappointed by family.
I have an wholly unfavourable opinion of my mother and two uncles, they show a lot of zig zag sporadic thinking with no linear plan of action.
I do not understand what these guys are hoping to accomplish with the way we are working today, it is incredibly frustrating.
I wish I was in America or a country like Singapore or in England, the people are reasonable, they are beastly, unruly, savage, ruffian and violent dogs in SL!
