Laptop Battery, Quick Chess, and a Strange Late-Night Lingerie Spiral

March 31, 2021

The day starts with practical notes about an aging Dell battery and an easy chess win, then shifts into design choices about white business cards, a crude anecdote about stolen lingerie, and a nostalgic YouTube rediscovery of someone from high school.

8:45 p.m.

You cannot be responsible for a budget, do something illegal, get caught and escape.

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It is not like ██████████████████████████████████████████ who have pissed off like 500 people.

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If someone asks or pays a bribe, it is immediately recorded, and then, it is over for them.

They will never be redeemed.

George Floyd Jr, he had a bad past, it works against you, and once you are dead, you are dead.

Thilanga uncle, has a terrible past on the BBC.

The foreigners, Jonathan Hirshon, these guys in the US or UK, in big tech, they read the BBC.

They will not read local newspapers.

They read it, and they believe whatever they read, because it is the BBC.

This is why I want to always have the posterboy or poster child image of a hero.

if I have to do bad things, I can and must get others to do it to keep my name clear.

And, yes, I know I wrote, "If the chairman or boss is a crook and allows it, he is a crook".

and also, "Pradeep will say, 'this is Sri Lanka'."

But again, there are ways to do it lawfully.

The thing with me, is I have such a good vocabulary, and I know how to record things.

I say lobbying, but lobbying is a dirty word.

It is the L word after Lehan.

For national security lobbying, it is okay, it is going to work, and it will not be questioned.

If it is a public asset even, based on what I have already done, it will be enough.

These deals, I only need them signed initially, I already know what to do to avoid it.

I am just worried people might say, "Lehan cheated, he lobbied them, saying it is national security".

But lobbying is not a crime.

See if Howard Shaw, f***s a teenager, pays her money, he gets into trouble, he is dragged to court, humiliated, and then matter rests.

I am not God Tyr, I am not a believer in justice, I do not believe this imperfect world works that way.

I tell lies, I use deception all the time like Washington did to boast about his big army or budget--

and Jared Kushner also agrees deception is all around us because it is.

If Howard Shaw, just said, "oh she was my girlfriend" instead of an escort prostitute, it is a good excuse.

Is it really Singapore judge's court business if the gf or mistress cheats on Howard with 4-5 guys?

https://youtu.be/Jd10x8LiuBc

This guy, the judge, the police, the SOB attorney general, the national prosecutor, he will laugh.

They will say, "So she is your GF for the GFE for the hour for S$500 bucks and also to these 5 guys too?"

Shaw can respond, "I did not know she was cheating on me like I was cheating on my wife."

"I broke up with her when I found out".

For me, it works.

Though, Singapore is an Asian country, I do not know what the adultery laws are, if the homosexuality laws are so obsolete.

The judge will not accept it.

They are not stupid.

People in the words of CNN's gay Anderson Cooper, whose mum is a rich $200m Vanderbilt,

"They will not do bad things" that way.

"They will not say, "Okay, so I am paying you a bribe" or "I am extorting you, ███████████, if you do not give Dr Hans an apology, I am going to f*** you up, and really go to town on your ass in US court".

They are mature.

There will always be an alternative.

I think that is a law of this world.

Even if what I say might sound wrong to people in country x, it is perfect for people in country y.

There is a ying and yang around us.

The story might work in the US, nobody cares.

But I do not know, I am not so sure about that, ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I will probably just use Thilanga uncle and our family has the Cayman Island and Panama bank accounts.

This kind of thing, we can get it done.

I am just adamant, we come up with the story that we are keeping SL safe using our firm or something.

Story

1:45 a.m.

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සඟවා ඇත

2:15 a.m.

I think that Nayomi █████████████████████also has a nice bikini she uses to get Instagram likes.

Must have been the first girl I had a crush on and , I cannot recall.

* Lehan is a pig, a real perv, he has no morals, he is not fit to be amongst any society of men who prize virtues over the external advantages of rank or fortune --

and you should be ashamed of your curse to read this madness, utterly vile ramblings, too *

** Yes, the saw *

*** Her beauty in the moon light overthrew Lehan,

She tied Lehan to a kitchen chair,

She broke his throne, and cut his throat --

and from his lips, she drew a "Hallelujah" ***

https://youtu.be/YrLk4vdY28Q

In high school, Pooja ████████ was my buddy.

I think I am a bit "girly".

I do not know.

I am a little bit girly.

I worry it could be my mum's strong influence because she wants to dominate me.

Or maybe,

I do not know.

I do not think I am girly.

I do have a bit of corrupt third world thug voice.

But I am not girly.

I only like lingerie, bitching on people, gossiping, being a b***h to people, drama and theatrics and s***s.

Pooja was the only ambitious friend I had.

The rest of them are losers, I love how ambitious I am, it is really cool.

All of these people in SL are not ambitious.

I unfriended Pooja too.

She and Shenelle were my buddies, they were cool.

I think I get along better with girls than guys.

Guys are f***ing r***rded, they like sports and stuff.

I hate sports.

I only like as a guy: violence, war, politics, mafia, assassinations, me, I like--

I love █████.

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I like, video games, dark humour and business.

I need to get a

That is what I need.

Then, unlike that loser Howard Shaw who drinks and drives, I can get

2:30 a.m.

Leshani ██████████████ sat on my lap in British School, Jeez, they are all the same!

All of them.

Except Shenelle, I have to sit on her lap because she is jealous I weigh less than her and she is a model.

Thisuri █████████████ is a man, so, she has to hit on me, she wants to rape me.

Crazy.

No nice girls in British school, I was still having a crush on a girl in Colombo International School or Nayomi.

Sad face.

Leshani is attractive, nice proportions.

I saw her on my People You May Know list.

But no, I do not.

There will always be new girls.

2:45 a.m.

F***, I think Pooja, she knew some lady in SL, she never told me, she was like that ---

she is like that.

Horrible.

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