4:00 a.m.
I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine at around 10:45 p.m. last night, I felt sleepy, but drugs didn't put me to sleep.
I am still up. It is disturbing.
I don't want to die. I do have suicidal thoughts. These are lessening.
It's been nightmarish. I am watching Cyber Punk.
I seem to have overloaded, then, I offloaded by writing on Facebook, now, I am fine.
I do feel tired, I will rest soon.
I feel terrible actually.
A lot of physical aching from my head area.
From the top left side and max top of my head
Fewer flashbacks.
I won't do anything to anyone.
I forgive people who wrong me.
I will only help anyone.