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1:30 PM තුළ February 1

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1:15 p.m.

When doing physical exercise, you must have a few minutes of rest between sets and repetitions. When doing high intensity training workouts, you do it 3 times a day, the rest of the week are rest days. I must rest or take a break too.

It is hard for me to see mental exhaustion. Mental stress levels are hard to measure, assess or record. I know there is limited emotional capital. When it runs out, you can no longer be patient and kind to people or tolerate people. It maybe why Democrats are more emotionally intelligent and responsible.

I remember in my private paid tuition economics class, the teacher said that 2 hours is enough, any more efforts or teaching is ineffective as the student will not learn anymore. I do not know for sure. I did not regularly attend school, so i therefore was not mentally exhausted when I was at the private external economics class. I could thereby study or learn more. It is interesting. I got like 80% for economics.

I think like Israel, I got tougher from the constant attacks. I do not agree with this. I worry that what does not kill you, makes you weaker in the words of Sheryl Sandberg. I may have learned enhanced resilience. Not attending school, I learned to find ways to survive or reach intended outcomes.

My mother was a submissive, uneducated and insecure housewife.

If I had to choose which parent would be alive, between my mother and father, I would choose my dad. This is because my mother has "████████████" disabilities. My mother is too ████. She cannot understand, evaluate and she cannot lead. This is what can lead to devastating consequences for people who are forced to work with, live with or depend on her.

My dad at least earned money. He was more like a man who███████████████████████, he will pay his kid to do something, then he will believe because he is paying, he can abuse the child as the child belongs to him. His brother Lal and sisters Sriyani and Kalyani are also weird. This is not a socially advanced country, but it is reforming.

I found that with the increased access to the internet, there has been a dramatic shift in attitudes in SL. The access to internet allows people to gain information that reduces the information asymmetry which may have caused bigger problems.

I worry the religion is somewhat dragging progress, but it is also in the process of undergoing reform.

1:30 p.m.

The most significant being our business loss, which was not fair at all. It is disgusting, it is not right. I do not understand how the US did not demand we install a functioning rule of law when they buy our exports or cooperate with us.

1:45 p.m.

When the US is buying up all our exports, they are giving us our money. China might be investing too. But the US is our export market. They should push things in SL, say, get a rule of law or we will put trade sanctions to cripple your economy as it is better than giving a drug addict drug money.

2:00 p.m.

This means that when discussing business with Thilanga uncle, I must withhold information from him. I do not see any real hope. I am giving up. I regret telling him things. I should have hidden those details. This country is not going to change. People here anyway want to believe in hell, in suffering and so, this is what they deserve.

2:15 p.m.

Telling my uncle Thilanga the truth is good. He deserves to know facts. I told him the US firms have complained about him. I think it was just the Wikipedia story about his passport fraud. It is a well known story. The best we can do is get rid of it. Jit Warnakulasuriya got rid of the citations on Sunday Leader, he can help Thilanga uncle too. I can also do this for him.

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Murdering anyone is a bad idea. It is not good. It is a stupid thing to do. It is only understandable on the basis that this person took responsibility for the care of minors, then, betrayed those responsibilities and the child was not eating, was bullied, was severely malnourished, did not attend school and was suicidal.

2:30 p.m.

I do not understand Thilanga uncle's behavior. He came to our home on 3rd January, he saw me, then he asked me, "what happened with those letters?!" I was not sure what to say to him. I just told him, the US company had bad things to say. I showed him the emails on my phone, he looked through. He said to say to the US firm that we are ready for business and if not, to tell them to forget about it.

I cannot do business with these guys in SL, I am sick and tired and I am giving up, these people, i cannot work with, they have robbed and betrayed, they will result in my death, but it is most likely a bigger damage to their lives in lost security, lost information and opportunities which they must accept. These guys screwed up Easter Sunday attacks, they did not learn anything, these people are too careless, negligent and they just do not let capable people do thing, they try to block us and they win.

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Sheryl Sandberg

Former Meta COO

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