7:45 p.m.
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It is difficult for me to mark ███████████████████ as an "enemy". There is a lack of evidence. It is not justice to mark then attack a person without evidence. She has not betrayed us as far as I "know". I only speculate she has betrayed us. It is not cool, but it is somewhat fair to treat her as a "likely enemy"; but then only saying a few things truthfully is appropriate.
It is not fair for me to call Sandhya Dharmadasa an "enemy". It is not fair for me to call her a "likely enemy". It is possible to say, "family enemy", but this is also not fair because she has done nothing against me. It is wrong. I have zero evidence. The circumstantial evidence that because if Thilanga uncle hates them therefore then I must be cautious they are a "likely family enemy" is okay.
This is also not a healthy approach. You cannot compare Lal uncle with ███████ and Sandhya aunty. Someone like Jeewaka Edirisinghe and also Capital Maharaja Directors are not clear targets. It is not justice. Lal is an "enemy". Anyone like Saroj uncle or Raja uncle caught befriending an enemy, is a "potential enemy". This is just speculation.
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8:00 p.m.
I need to go get some food. I will try to sleep at about 11 p.m. or midnight. I will continue tomorrow. I am struggling with too much stress. I looked at these distressing BBC articles on Thilanga uncle yesterday or the day before. I am disturbed and unsteady because of this right now. It is painful to learn.
So, just to be careful:
Enemy:
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Strategic Enemy:
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Political Enemy:
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Suspected Threat:
No, I will not add █████████ name. This is wrong. She is a small, harmless, beautiful individual. I do not know what is wrong with me. It is not cool. She did nothing. It is all speculation. Plus marking Capital Maharaja is also a little bit uncool because they have a responsibility to report. There is nothing wrong with this. ███████, is not an enemy, not a likely enemy, not a suspected enemy, not a suspected threat or even a risk. It was wrong to have looked at her this way.
Worse, the Muslims are all decent people. Imagining, "Oh I am in cyber, cyber security is only done in California or Israel, I partner vendors in Israel, I like to support the IDF because I hate the Nazis in WW2, therefore the Muslims who all hate the Chosen People will hate me, then try to attack me" is ridiculous. It is not true. The Muslims might be upset that the Palestinians are being murdered, some times. This is healthy, it is natural, I would also be upset. The Muslims are not calling for death to the Chosen People or trying to nuclear bomb Israel. It is only Iran's leaders. I should just be responsible, take notice of my ignorance, then let go.
I think in my case, I struggle with suspicion after what Lal did to betray us. I see a lot of things in the bad way. I see things negatively. I look at people, who mean well, in a negative way. I am treating ███████ like she is Zahran Hashim! I think I wrote this a couple of times over a couple of weeks or months. This is insane! How can I compare her to a ISIS suicide bomber? It is not cool at all! Saying, this guy Ali Sabry is up to no good is also quite uncool -- he is so nice to me. It is all pure racism. It is not justice.
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