7:00 a.m.
She's just like Sarah ████████! I am tired. It's pretty hot in my room, the air conditioning doesn't work reliably, it is inconsistent, an old 16+ year machine, that is malfunctioning, horrible like fictional, hot, humid, heaty juror's room setting in the 12 Angry Men.
I have flashbacks and negative thoughts in reactions to those intrusive memories of bad events. But i think, I am able to charter courses properly. I think the ship's course is to forgive Lal and these people. Even if there's a few rocks ahead or storms or gusts, I'll just adjust the sails a little bit, navigate beyond the perilous rocks, avoid the storm, but I know which way to go, the map points to a fixed, certain location, X marks the spot.
