8:15 p.m.
I felt very hurt, when ███████, she said, "oh we should give up" during a team meeting. It felt disgusting. I felt like I made a big mistake trying to help her, she was so cheap, and I felt very harmed.
When she tried taking pictures of my dad's birds, I knew when she refused an instruction to stop, this woman was only looking to try to damage us, she was getting ready to attack us, to try to make us look bad, that's who ██████ people are.
I regretted trying to help her. I think that people like the c-nts that are named, Nimal █████, ████████████████████, whose daughter she named at the dinner table during the meeting, they sent her to mess with me, trying to injure me, harm me.
I can't forgive these people. If you think about me, growing up, the parents were abusive or neglectful, the father was a sexual abuser--he is trying to █████████████ a young boy because he attended a Calvinist Christian Saint Thomas boarding school and he wants to ██████████ involve himself in my ██████ behaviors as he's a ████ guy █████████████████████████████████
The mother was neglectful, a ████████████████████████woman who ignored her kids who were underweight, starving and depressed, she is ███████ ████████████ detached from reality.
She did not do anything but side against me throughout my life: (1) asking the enemy Lal who is paying for my school fees with my own money to cut the money given by half, (2) inviting people like Sandalal (██████████████████████████████████████████████) who attacked her depressed son to her birthday party; and (3) even to attend Palith's memorial service after messing with her family.
I never forgave any of them. I look at them in a very realistic way, oh they know locals in SL, oh they will help with getting a deal, full stop. It's all there is, I don't think you can respect people like that because they have bad values, even so, you just learn to tolerate, you say, oh it's Sri Lanka, the people are anyway wicked.
When Jacques says similar things, it hurts, I feel very upsetted by it, I start to think i can't trust this guy, or he's crazy, and i put him on the outer perimeter, ignoring what they say, as they change their minds, they come round to helping out later. You can't believe the stupidity: first "oh yeah, you can get the deal", then "oh no you can't get the deal" the next.
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