2 June 2026

Lehan Edirisinghe

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Amazin' Grace, how the f***, does Google know? Who suggests a feed, to one, like me?

Well, I don't f***in care, tbh as usual

I have severe trust issues, like a really serious problem

I think Jacob, might end up, having to run the business, or something tbh

Because I have such severe problems, it's not funny

I think growing up, I was actually worse

Because I was bullied/tortured worst then

So then, I had the shell

But then, in 2012, I got medicated, with Remeron

And then things stabilized

I was blessed, Gayani and Shalini and Asita, and Sarah Nazeem

They got me very good grades, despite 0 to 10% attendance

How'd you have friends, if you were so messed up or depressed? How'd you mingle and stuff?

I didn't.

I think I was just always so kind to people.

Or was nice enough, despite "play bullying" and "joke insulting"

And "for fun, hitting and running" as hard and as fast as I could

I left these out of Trevor Friedman's notes

But that Sulzberger can b***h about me on his NYT one day

Where people with actual malice will lie about me

And he'll recklessly print knowing falsehoods about me

I remember Buddesh taught me how to make a punching fist

Because I'd weirdly put my thumb in my fist, to punch people

So he was showing me, he then gave me a WWE xbox game

I think I never -- I dunno how the f*** I'm like popular and s***

Like it's crazy, because of how, unsocial I am and stuff

Story

Trevor! He hates his first name. He wants me to call him Dr Friedman. And he's had like a moustache back then.

Hehehe, I think I bullied him too

I like to push people around and stuff because it's a lot of fun for me

I don't get bored when I don't

I just like to put people at ease

I didn't sleep last night

So I did 45mg dose of mirtazapine/remeron just now

I coded the website all afternoon --> morning.

I was going to tell Gayani, oh you were at Amex

I saw that Jimmy Robinson III

But he's done

He's croaked

And his son JR4 is Jonathan's friend

Small, tiny world


Today. When I wake. I'll try rush to a supermarket. To get a strawberry jam + all purpose flour. To make FAKE PopTarts!

I think we can sell them.

I am also in the market for that glucose syrup, and also starch, if I find it. Because I want to make icing frosting, that sticks, and is thick, and won't f***ing go sloppy on my toaster and mess it up.

We can make chicken sandwiches later. I think I'll make Strawberry Flavor, but then, make cinnamon sugar, and add it as a brief flavoring too. We want vanilla flavor icing, on top, although ChatGPT said strawberry it.

I disagree, I think strawberry + a bit of cinnamon brown sugar, and then, on top

Actually, I'll try to make the actual biscuit, with the cinnamon brown sugar, if we can inc it in somehow.

Woke up at 6pm; drowsy, will do shopping tomorrow, I guess. I'll work on homepage for today. How to fix.

It will be a redesign. Of the homepage, as a landing page that works better.

I'm redesigning it.

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