1:15 a.m.
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I lost this book which had 1,000s of big English words. It is somewhere in my laptop, I have 20,000 plus books on my laptop, it somewhere there.
I will always let people read my work for free and give them a chance to buy a book printed by Sumathi Printers.
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I was typing an email to Soper in the morning, I thought of this scene where Lasantha Wickrematunge's house got shot up by Dhammika Amarasinghe and the T56 under orders from the boss!
Apparently:
My uncle Thilanga Sumathipala!!!
Hahaha
It is entertaining.
Soper and these white guys have lost their edge, they are no longer as clever as they used to be, they have been pushed aside, the Chinese are now a lot more focused and better.
Working with people, cooperating, understanding, working with people willing, it is good for business, being a little b***h, making a fuss, it is foolish, this is why I believe I will always do better in the long run.
Soper's company just makes $40m, which is peanuts!
I cannot believe Soper made such a big deal about it, gave me a hard time, "was busting my balls" about it.
We do not need them.
I do think it was staged. It was all staged. I heard they were actually friends and pretending.
I think I will eventually get very famous. I should do this for entertainment but not really do any bad things directly.
What is the point?
If you can do things bad or do things good, it is better to do the correct things. Doing evil is unnecessary.
G-d punishes the wicked.
This is the only real problem.
Yesterday, I was eating my lamb meat soup which I love.
* The Following is a Joke *
I was thinking * gee i really like these Muslims. If not for them, I would not enjoy lamb meat. I must keep the Muslims in Sri Lanka as well.
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1:30 a.m.
I also thought, * I do not like Buddhism because I like my lamb meat soup and I do not want to be reincarnated.
But then, I understood only the person actually killing the animal will be punished and also*
F***.
Not this s*** again!
I am not a Buddhist!
Now I am reformed Jewish all of a sudden.
Or Christian. Protestant.
I am somewhere there and also Buddhist.
I feel terrible about killing animals but I love the taste of meat.
This is a big problem for me.
Hmm....
I was asked by Chandrasiri uncle to help him with his prawn factory, but it is bad karma, I am scared.
See, I will be okay to say they do not actually kill the prawns.
But passing the buck is bullshit.
I guess it is a cruel world, karma must happen as the Hindus say.
In the future w-
I was thinking of this hallway through The First Purge movie.
In the future we can lab grow meat.
I can tell people to kill but I can never do it myself, I cannot accept the bad karma, it is a curse.
I look at it like this, I will ask Jacques to do the bad deed of telling people to kill animals for food because he is Jewish and then he said it so G-d will punish Jacques and not me.
But because I told him, G-d will punish me also...
Hmm..
Tricky.
It is a messed up world.
You can say you must kill many animals to make plant based food too.
Ta Da!
Killing a cow gives you more meat than a few chickens, and also, it hurts the chickens a lot more to be killed repeatedly than one cow.
I hope we can kill the cows less painfully. I hope there is a less painful way..
I have heard it said, happiness can be measured by the smallest of improvements, so making it easier to die for animals is worth it all.
1:45 a.m.
I am sleepy now. I should go to sleep soon. I am so tired. My brain hurts like Elon Musk from thinking so much.
If can figure out a way to painlessly put the cow to sleep, then kill it absolutely painlessly as it is asleep, that is perfect. With technology, we can find a way.
2:00 a.m.
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