Story

4:15--4:30 a.m.

I made toast margarine sandwiches with strawberry jam. I cleaned up quickly.

My mum confessed she also had eaten my jam even though she might be diabetic.

I looked at ████.

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I was thinking of ███████. I should forgive her and then try to send her money; it is a moral pendulum for me, I want to do anything for G-d's favour.

This Iranian girl who is nasty to Uber driver, it is enough, time to stop cyber bullying.

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I feel that I do not want to bully or hurt anyone.

Not even Lal. I should try to make sure he is okay. G-d and Buddha will protect me.

Look at my life today? Look at these people, literally, the biggest guys in the world looking at me.

It is a miracle. G-d has performed a miracle. I should not be so lucky, it is unheard of, right throughout my life, G-d has shifted mountains.

Or if you watch Jesus Christ Superstar, as Judas said, "Could Muhammad really move a mountain -- or was that just PR?"

Well, maybe it is just good PR from Jonathan Hirshon's Horizon Public Relations or Communications.

I was looking at this chart of ancestry. Vijaya, Sinhalese king, he is connected to Buddha. Apparently, the Buddha's great grandfather Jayasena had son Sihahanu and daughter Yasodhara.

Grandpa Sihahanu had a son called Pajapati Suddhodana and daughter Amita. Grandma Yasodhara had son called Suppabuddha.

So, Suppabuddha married Amita, and their daughter was Subhaddakacchana (alias Yasodhara) who married Gautama Siddhartha. Interesting.

I also understood, I am from the line of King David, I have a royal bloodline. I am also from the Buddha's lineage if this Vijaya had family.

I also should point out, my dad Palith met my mum at 16 with UK Sharma, then married my mum at 18, █████████████████████████████! So, yeah.. I am anointed.

I am Saint Lehan.

4:30 a.m.

I am getting sleepy. I took Mirtazapine the morning, about 12 a.m. I am so sleepy now.

4:45 a.m.

Woody Wright, Ivan Parker - When the Saints Go Marching In:

https://youtu.be/1v3xNnPQK9o

I'm Just A Weary Pilgrim

Plodding Through This World Of Sin

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