Stress Spiral and a Policy Bet: The Question I Couldn't Shake

ஜனவரி 2, 2020

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Thu 2 Jan

10:30 a.m.

I'm under a lot of stress. I'm just waiting. I'm doing a lot of thinking too. Today, I think I want to make mayonnaise with olive oil, egg, mustard, vinegar, available spices and I think a squeeze of lemon. I think we need the acidity to be high, so a low PH because we want to avoid bacteria growing in alkaline environments or for a Salmonella risk. We need to eat everything within a week as well. I'm looking forward to eating with fried potato wedges. It's one of my favourite, go to, comfort foods. It's a lot of helpful calories.

10:45 a.m.

I'm disappointed by Facebook's algorithms ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'm worried about my brother Milan. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

1:30 p.m. Th

I think I'll just hire and appoint my friends into my board of directors and pay them just because they're my friends and I trust them. ████████████████████████████████████████████

2:45 p.m. Th

I need lunch. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. I need fried up potato wedges or chips with mayonnaise.

I'm going to go down and get some lunch. I'm getting hungry. I saw Quentin Tarantino's gotten married at 55 to that 20 year younger ██████████████████: 35 year old Daniella Pick. I was pleasantly surprised. He really scored. Hahaha. I love his movies.

I'm pretty tired. I need to get on with my day. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:00 p.m.

I think it's a big deal for me to succeed at 26. I think I can help my two uncles and get more successful over time.

3:30 p.m. Th

Talk about how life gives you lemons and you gotta make lemonade, we need to go to supermarket and find lemonade for our mayonnaise recipe. I think it'll last 1 week at home in the fridge.

I'm going to go to Moratuwa for ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:30 p.m. Th

Talk about how life gives you lemons and you gotta make lemonade, we need to go to supermarket and find lemonade for our mayonnaise recipe. I think it'll last 1 week at home in the fridge.

9:00 p.m.

Oops I deleted a few comments by accident as I was copy pasting things.

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Singapore had success with this policy

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Those ██████ are at it again -- █████████████████████████████████████████

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Sheryl I want to run your Lean In project in Sri Lanka please

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Thu 2 Jan

4:15 p.m. Th

I think that I should just be me and help████████████████ become friends. If you think about it, the █████████████████████████████████████████ The █████████ were behind it. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

4:30 p.m. Th

I get along with them just fine during business, and I like a Mercedes or my Braun series 7 electric shaver, ████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

My university dissertation marker was German and she gave me 50% although I had over 400 academic citations,█████████████████████████████████████████████████-- ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

4:45 p.m. Th

Cisco approached me and asked me to represent them, but I told them SIT is anyway doing them. I just try support them. I like their solutions. It's a great vendor. I think it's one of the more successful IT security companies.

I saw Peter Dinklage on their advertisements. I feel very threatened by ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I get excited by the fact war is███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I dunno, I'm a complicated person.

5:00 p.m. Th

I'm getting tired. I need to visit the hospital because I'm suffering irritation and need to try end it.

I was thinking, I don't know if ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'm glad at least Gota cut corp taxes from 14% to 0% and so, I can at least update Sri Lanka privately because we can build electronic databases for the judicial system or healthcare and then use our influence to push things.

This way, the leader just approves things and the country automatically develops.

I spoke to "Kamal Gunarathna uncle" the defence secretary and I'm likely to speak with "Shavendra Silva uncle" the army commander and chief of defence staff. I brought up Raytheon projects and technologies ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

We may need to start projects with ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I love my job.

5:00 p.m. Th

I'm glad the ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'm glad at least, I started working with the█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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5:15 p.m.

I'm getting really tired. It's weird, I think drinking coffee makes me sleepy.

I need to visit Asiri Central to see if I can remedy my skin irritation. I don't know what the heck is up. It's probably nothing.

One day, I'll write a book, and I'll definitely discuss our work with███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:45 p.m. Th

I had a big meeting with a ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I saw that Ishara Nanayakkara has become the richest person in Sri Lanka. He's done a good job. I'm happy for him. I saw a lot of people have bad things to say about him haha and have warned me against working with LOLC, but I'm glad a Sinhalese is successful.

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Thu 2 Jan

9:00 p.m.

I found deleted journal entries on my clipboard, which I preserved and copy pasted.

I need to go get dinner. I think it's macaroni. I don't mind it. I love the taste of pork sausages. I'm kinda hungry. I feel pretty sleepy. I might need more ████████████

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ my Chinese flatmate Liu's chilli paste or soya sauce, and I swear to G-d, that dish I prepared, a filet mignon called "the Lehan" with honey and everything, was amazing -- just cause I █████ his ingredients from his cupboard. 😬🤭 I'll return my mum's 4,000 LKR soon.

Sinhalese words, "hora" "kana" translates directly to "secret" "eating", and horakama is the Sinhala word for "theft" or "stealing"

And it takes a ███████████████████████

I'm getting pretty tired. I need to eat and go to sleep. Tomorrow, I'll make some homemade mayonnaise so I can eat my cheesed up fried potato wedges. It's going to be amazing. I think I can eat fried potato wedges every day. I love them. I can't believe I'm 45kg, and so, I can eat that kind of good food all the time. I bet all those ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████‼️

I miss the Campbell's tomato soup I'd get from England. I loved that tomato soup. Whenever I felt hungry, I'd just get some bread, microwave the soup up, dip and eat it. It was amazing. I can't believe there's no good tomato soup over here. I also miss

Oh yea, before I forget, I added some brown sugar to my filet mignon steak too. That's why it was so sweet and delicious.

Whatever.

I also miss, I miss a lot of things in England. I miss the late night Donner kebabs████████████████████████ because they'd make these amazing donner kebabs in pita bread for me. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████would be up all the time in their little shops parked outside my university residence with that stuff. It was just 5 quid, but it was delicious.

I was a very rich student. I think I got a lot of money. I got like 900 pounds per month, and I had a great time. I loved all the food I got. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

9:30 p.m.

I'm getting pretty sleepy. I think I'll go to sleep soon. I hope Uwin brings me that precious █████████████████████Graham's tawny port wine bottle I asked him to. Omg, I have a sweet tooth, it's the only alcohol I like.

I think I like the white Russian cocktail and I guess, the whatever, because that white Russian popularised by the Dude in the Big Lebowski is very sweet. I love it. I think Graham's Tawny Port Wine is my favourite because I saw my dad had an empty case of it at home after returning from England and recognizing it. I also saw my dad had a Ballantines, but I don't like that.

Raja uncle claims erroneously that I broke a Chivas Regal or something as a kid in front of them, I don't like that alcohol too. I only like Graham's tawny port wine. Jagath uncle got me (my family)* a box of Cherry soaked in liquor coated in chocolate from M&S, I liked it. I think Graham's is just like that, very sweet.

It's a great invention. Those Portuguese kept the natural sweetness by not fermenting the grapes, and instead, fortifying the grape with alcohol. I love it. They deserve a Nobel Peace Prize instead of that nigger who got it undeservedly. I think I only like that alcohol, and beer and that's it.

9:45 p.m.

I hate tequila, I had whiskey mostly, I hate vodka, I hate rum (unless a Pina Colada which is also overrated), I hate a lot of alcohol. I like champagne, I like prosecco, I like red wine, I like, i don't know, absinthe? No, I don't know. *Yawn* I'm so ███████ sleepy now.

I think I liked Parliament cigarettes because of Sean Samarasinghe, Charlie Sheen and the hollow tip filter. I liked Davidoff cigarettes because of Koshi aiya. But I never really smoke. I smoked just two cigarettes last on the 18th of December, as every 3rd Wednesday we have Freemason meetings, and I got a mini stroke or headache. I need to avoid smoking.

10:00 p.m.

Iruka Dedigama just copied Sean's Parliament cigarettes and then started smoking them only. He told me he started it. Sean told me Sean started it and told Iruka about it. I think Sean started it. I only started the Cartier cigarettes which are gold plated because I discovered them after Sharma uncle left them, I presume.

I started something else too, but I copied Sean Henricus. Okay, fine, i copied Sean Henricus. So, what? I still won't tell anyone. I started the Bleu de Chanel thing. Everyone copied me. So, I'm not to going to share anything, otherwise everyone else will copy me. Everyone loves to imitate and copy and steal ideas from me or try pretend to be me -- wannabes.

I started all of these █████ rumours and then everyone else just started talking about it. I started the ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I started the whole- actually, can't talk about that story. I think my family starts rumours, I love it.

I'm so sleepy. I have so much business I gotta do. I dunno why these ███████ are so slow. I need to close deals fast. I've incentivised everyone really well. I'm like the market leader in █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

10:30 p.m.

I need $24,000 to buy an IT asset. I need it. There's only 1 in the world, and 5 people are also trying to purchase it. I need to get it first. I think we can sign our first deal with Dialog Axiata and buy it.

Would I lie to you:

https://youtu.be/4GZ_aDzNkxo

Look into my eyes

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Would I lie to you baby

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(Would I lie to you)

Songwriters: MICK LEESON / PETER BENSON VALE

11:00 p.m. Th

Kamal Gunarathna uncle and Shavendra Silva uncle are very innocent. I think I'm different because I believe in the power of technology. I believe the reason that England could rule India was because of technological superiority.

I'm going to modernise our defence system. I think I can get support from Prasad Samarasinghe uncle and Lasantha Waidyaratne uncle too. It's what makes me happiest. It's a lot of work, but it'll ensure within a short period of time, Sri Lanka goes from third world to first privately.

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Omg they're so cute. We must build animal conservation platforms or projects...!!

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I'm terrified of heights: vertigo 😲🤭 couldn't have been able to do it

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I didn't even look at the fireworks because I didn't want to ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Thu 2 Jan

Exhibit 1. Indian food

I love Indian food. My favourite restaurant in Sri Lanka is Mango Tree -- their tandoori chicken, paneer tikka masala cottage cheese and cheese naan is amazing.

I saw this:

https://youtu.be/MUesLbKX1bA

This lentil dal curry looks amazing

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