I Let BBQ Cravings and Ego Heat Turn My Mood Brutal

பிப்ரவரி 5, 2020

BBQ obsession, meat guilt, religion arguments, porn, and violent or grandiose swings kept colliding all day, and I could feel how easily appetite, ego, and darker impulses were feeding each other.

7:30 AM

Blaming Wartime Japan’s Lack of Independent Thought

7:45 AM

Beef, Animal Killing and Choosing to Support My Brother

Wed 5 Feb

7:30 a.m.

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7:45 a.m.

I don't really like the whole fact I love brisket smoked for 8 or 12 hours so much. Why does it involve the death of a cow? I just love the taste so much. I eat it purely for the taste. Nothing else tastes like it. I don't care. I'm just thinking too much.████████████████████, it's not true. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:45 a.m.

10:00 a.m.

I watched a program on Jeffrey Epstein. He was insane. He had a real ███ addiction. ███████████████████████████ I think I'm okay. I was thinking, I don't really need to do anything to my brother. I'm his older brother, I'll try support him. It's the right thing to do. I'm also happy to try support PETA.

10:15 a.m.

10:30 a.m.

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11:00 a.m.

I'm watching Aaron Franklin on MasterClass on barbecue. I love barbeque. My favourite BBQ is smoked beef brisket. I love this. It's my favourite MasterClass.

12:45 p.m.

I didn't have breakfast or eat anything all day. I just drank coffee black with a bit of sugar. I was thinking Buddha taught to avoid human meat, elephant meat, horses, dogs, snakes, lions, tigers, leopards, bears and hyenas.██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

1:00 p.m.

I ate my sister Lehara's strawberry cake from Jagro. It was a bit old. I hope I don't get stomach upset or aches. Mum ate a bit off it previously. My sister previously gave her cake from Jagro to me too, as I had seen it in the fridge and asked for it, just as I always ask before taking things that aren't mine.

1:15 p.m.

I love████████████████Lana Del Rey. I love "Cola". I love that song, "I fudged my way up to the top". She is so underrated. █████████████████████████████ She's like my hero for singing that song. It's like one of my life anthems, ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:15 p.m.

I'm loving Aaron Franklin in MasterClass on BBQ. I want to put up a BBQ restaurant somewhere in Sri Lanka. I'm going to do BBQ as a hobby.

5:30 p.m.

I had lunch. The chicken was good. Manju made it properly. My mum made me coffee. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

11:00 AM

BBQ Plans, a Bad Joke and Independence Day

Wed 5 Feb

11:00 a.m.

Exhibit 3. BBQ

I just love █████████, a cold beer and a nice BBQ. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I just need to put up a BBQ restaurant. I love brisket. I wish I could've celebrated 4th of February Sri Lanka Independence Day or 4th of July American Independence Day with my family and friends and some good BBQ and beer.

1:15 PM

Suggesting a Future Business Anthem

Hey, you know, maybe some day, you can sing:

"We made it out

To the other side"

One day as your business's anthem

Or maybe not

I don't know

https://youtu.be/TJjesHyrrLA

1:30 PM

Thanking Facebook and Blessing Its Service

Thank you for your service and G-d bless Facebook

1:45 PM

Offering Support

We can support you!

1:45 PM (b)

Wanting Cherry Sauce on My BBQ

I gotta put some cherry sauce on my BBQ

2:00 PM

Imagining It as a Horror Movie

They can make a horror movie about this..

If they survive.

*queue suspense music*

2:00 PM (b)

Arguing Older People Should Mentor and Keep Working

If you don't work, what are you going to do sitting at home alone -- doing nothing? The way I see it, if you start work at 20, you get exp at 30, 40, 50, 60 and then you can train and mentor people at 70, 80 or 90 -- training is important, very very valuable work.

If you have a team of tree choppers who have 8 hours to chop down trees, a wise old man or woman will spend the first 4 hours to sharpen their minds with their experiences so that the team can chop down trees or overcome challenges faster with sharper axes or better problem solving/ critical thinking skills (Abraham Lincoln).

Even if they have grown frail, weak and old, that's by nature or divine design. I bet I can learn so much more from following the Temasek CEO (you) on Facebook than anybody else on LinkedIn or reading anything else available.

3:15 PM