Queen on Repeat and a Heavy Mood I Could Not Lift All Day

பிப்ரவரி 22, 2020

I stayed low, tired, and emotionally heavy, leaning on Queen, mood management, and small comforts while the day kept circling around how hard it was to lift myself back into motion.

10:15 AM

It's a relatively easy exercise

10:15 AM (b)

Sat 22 Feb

10:15 a.m.

I'm so tired waking up. I wonder what's there to eat.

4:15 p.m.

I'm watching Queen videos. I love this music. I can't believe Freddie Mercury was a Parsi. I love this man. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

5:00 p.m.

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5:30 p.m.

*Didn't write anything*

6:15 p.m.

I'm going to try my Earl Grey (with Bergamot) tea with milk powder. I hope it's good. My maid made me fried potato wedges -- it's like one of my favourite foods. I think I liked those cheese stuffed spicy nachos from Tescos too.

9:15 p.m.

███████████████████████. I'll go to sleep soon. I found some TV to watch. I can't wait for next week. I'm so tired. I need to speak with Cyril Perera aiya tomorrow. I might play Call of Duty with Sajantha tomorrow as well. I had a chat with Ammi about business. She's unwilling to ask her friends to support my business.

10:30 p.m.

10:30 AM

Ng Kwok Hua I mean, I can do it for 20 seconds.

10:45 AM

Omg this is very unfair. How come these doctors are getting infected and dying when they have protection? It's really scary. I hope to reduce further losses, they get the doctors to lead nurses in the frontlines and trenches just like generals send soldiers to war.

11:45 AM

I love this la

11:45 AM (b)

Ng Willy hic, hic, hic

1:15 PM

Why didn't the Taxi driver notice and report these? That's more shameful and disgusting!

1:15 PM (b)

They can't help it, the fear is making their decisions for them, as ignorant as they may seem..

3:30 PM

These are 3 likely reasons.. I didn't even think of some of these aspects. Singapore is lucky to have thoughtful leaders like you.. Please write a book so I can learn to be a good CEO like you.

4:30 PM

Sat 22 Feb

4:30 p.m.

Exhibit 7. Magic

We don't have legends like Freddie Mercury anymore..

https://youtu.be/ivbO3s1udic

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Songwriters: Elizabeth Lamers / Brian May / Frank Musker

Too Much Love Will Kill You lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group

5:30 PM

I know Mr David Rubenstein's the chairman of the board of trustees at Duke, I bet he's fuming right about now...

6:45 PM

Sat 22 Feb

6:45 p.m.

Exhibit 8. I friggin' love this!

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https://youtu.be/bbCtfHQYwuY

7:15 PM

It's a much less deadly cousin of SARS..

7:15 PM (b)

They're going to remake "Indecent Proposal" (1993) according to Paramount Players... ████████████████████████████████████████████████████.. and agree they'd deserve the Oscar, Academy and Emmy awards for best picture as it's made in America... and in English language..

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0107211/

7:30 PM

They must be seeing a big drop.. due to the plunge in tourist traffic...

7:30 PM (b)

The. Globe. Is. Flat.

7:30 PM (c)

Don't mess with Chinese -- even the kids know Kung Fu!

Wow, look at that instant elbow block and kick -- if she had a few more seconds it would've been a flying roundhouse kick across its head..

Hehe Teng Martinn uncle you can teach your daughter Cristy to kick like this! 🤸‍♀️🥋

https://youtu.be/bmfudW7rbG0

8:15 PM

They're working hard in the frontlines and trenches..

4:45 AM

Yeah, but why get the attention in public? It's a controversial thing. Other people would like to get on with their day and business undisturbed. It seems really disgraceful. Obviously a lot of people will look at this, and especially young children which will ruin the experience for mums as it's like public exposure/ nudity in public.

4:45 AM (b)

Sun 23 Feb

4:45 a.m.

8:30 a.m.

9:00 a.m.

9:30 a.m.

I think the central issue is "whose money is it?" I just don't think my mum deserves all the money. It doesn't belong to her. Me and my siblings get half. She hasn't got the right to deny any funds to me and try to damage my life. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's just ugly.

9:45 a.m.

I want to move on and forget her, she has to face the truth: ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's not sensible for her to cause problems for her family and then play the victim when there's a backlash and problems.

11:15 a.m.

4:15 p.m.

I'm on my 5th episode of The Mandalorian. I'm feeling a bit sick and tired. I'll take a shower, shave and then try go to see uncle Thilanga. I might need support with NDB from Ashok uncle. I don't really. But a recommendation is enough to set up. People here hate me. I need support.

4:30 p.m.

I anyway read the bible as a metaphor. There's a lot of truth in it. I believe in G-d more than karma. With Buddhism the trouble is that you cannot break that karma cycle. It's not possible. Even Buddha, I don't think it's possible. Buddha stopped eating because he understood you must kill, then he ate to survive.

4:45 p.m.

5:00 p.m.

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