Wine Bottles Boxed by Mum: Home Pressure Spilled Over

மார்ச் 21, 2020

My mother boxing up wine bottles triggered a bigger day of home pressure, practical irritation, and emotional spillover, with family logistics opening up the same old power and trust tensions.

Sat 21 Mar

9:15 a.m.

I woke up. My mum has taken out my wine bottles from the downstairs fridge and boxed them. I put the two bottles in the upstairs fridge. I love my sweet wine. I'm having a sore throat because of the air conditioning or my cold. It hurts, I hope it's not coronavirus. I'm just going to relax and read today.

9:45 a.m.

I'm watching a documentary on the assimilation process of Native Red Indian Americans into white families. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It was good that happened. I heard it was done by Carlisle Indian Industrial School between 1879 to 1918.

I wonder if David Rubenstein's Carlyle Group got their name from that. It's a very prestigious sounding name. I love it. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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1:00 p.m.

I had lunch. I'll be reading on my phone. I played with my dog Lucy, a dachshund, who is lazy. I made tea. I made some Earl Grey tea. I'm running low. I'll need more tea. I also had Orange juice, which wasn't that great.

Watched Megaman Battle Network the video game for nostalgia. I was thinking of developing a video game for mobile devices based on the impressive game design when it comes to fighting. I didn't really like it, I don't want to divert too much from our core business which is cyber security, although defence and alcohol are okay.

5:00 p.m.

I was just watching some videos and de-stressing. I'm not doing anything much right now. I'm going to read some more. I need to read the Hiram Key. It's an interesting book by Christopher Knight and Robert Lomas or Alan Butler who wrote my pirated edition. I was thinking about it all.

The Shekinah probably happened when the planets Mercury and Venus were close by each other and reflected light in the shape of a cross in the morning sky (seen as a "bright morning star"). This happens every 480 years. It marked the flood, the birth of Moses, and as three wise Zoroastrian priests, the Magi saw, Jesus too. It wasn't a star though.

Us, learned Masons, measure time in 480 years, a Shekinah Star time. In the 1441 AD, the Rosslyn Chapel was built. But nothing happened 480 years later in 1921, as far as I'm aware. Only Nancy Reagan was born and she can't be that important besides her Just Say No campaign. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I was always one for discovering secrets. I'll probably find out. I'm 26, and I keep learning, so, I'll probably learn if something happened. I hope I get to be a Knight Templar Freemason by next year. I think the purpose of Masonry was to harness the magic or power of the Shekinah to build a conduit between heaven and earth.

5:15 p.m.

But more realistically, it should be a gateway between hell and earth. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Yahweh even killed people by sudden immolation when they carried the Ark of the Covenant back wrongly or looked at it wrong in the early Moses days, or when Joshua was leading them.

10:00 p.m.

I got 7 job applications today. I need to call them all up on Monday to speak with them. I'm annoyed my laptop is under repair. I'm going to have to make sure these account managers tell me what's going on with the enterprise customers. I'm annoyed this Covid19 is slowing down business and even closing Freemasonry.