Anti-Racism Confession Slipped Into Porn Digressions Again

டிசம்பர் 20, 2020

An anti-racism confession sat beside porn digressions and more restless switching, which makes the page feel like a sincere moral correction that still could not stop itself from slipping sideways.

WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 16, 2020

6:30 p.m.

Seems G-d's sent this Jacques Huyghebaert over to help me. I remember, I understood, I knew it would happen. He's done his part, he's going to go away before he dies of old age. I already feel quite sad, he's been like my grandpa or dad -- like an American Pie Eugene Levy cool dad. I can write a Robert Kiyosaki book called Good Dad, Bad Dad hehehe. He's helped, he's listened, he's lobbied, he's given it his all and now he's getting ready to go. It's like that sad mourning period of Joshua for Moses or Sheryl for Dave, very sad. But not really, I seem to be a lot tougher emotionally. Sheryl wasn't so wrong about how what doesn't kill you, makes you weaker, but it has indeed made me a lot more emotionally resilient. That's the thing.

That's what that IDF guy, that commander, that's what he gave Singapore Armed Forces all those years ago when LKY asked everyone to help him and only Israel came. That's what makes Jacques my brother and not just a friend, he made me a tough guy internally. I think he's pretty old now, at 75, I will keep quiet and then try to push these guys in the team some more, so we figure out how to close these initial deals with the telcos and may approach the banks by coming up with a story that we have the blessings from the big people in this world, and thank G-d they're the big people in this world, I can't imagine a nightmare for the life of me, when Silicon Valley California wasn't on top.

7:00 p.m.

I saw some YouTube videos on Big Tech in California. Those CEOs are getting grilled hard. Life isn't so good over there. The people are wicked in California too. People are wicked everywhere it seems. The senators grilled the Big Tech companies because they're Republicans and they know that Big Tech is mostly left leaning liberal and that is a big problem for them. They understand that big tech is the enemy. I think it's not good, it'll happen, but it's not so good.

When you're successful, when you're number one, people will naturally complain, they'll come after you. That's the way it's always been. When people refuse to adapt, innovate and do better, then they can't survive. That's just the way it goes. Life in Sri Lanka is a lot better than in California it seems, I highly doubt anyone can question me hehehe I'm waiting to ask Zuck to come to Sri Lanka and make the top level introductions -- I believe in technological superiority -- and I can already think of all the good deals we can offer that they definitely won't get in that country.

7:15 p.m.

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7:30 p.m.

That's the way it goes. You gotta hide things. You gotta lay low. Tell people nothing, hide things, smile more, talk less, don't tell people what you against, and what you're for...