Friday, January 15th, 2021
1:30 a.m.
"Picky"
I am most saddened that I cannot find dark blue as a background colour. I was forced to use green. Green is NOT a creative colour. I wanted it to be blue. But I guess, I can try to find nice colours to use to switch it up.
I just made a big mistake.
I was making tea. It was the last Dilmah tea bag in the 100x box. I was going to put in sugar, it was all clumped up.
So, I shook it.
A lot of it fell out.
My mum will be angry tomorrow to see the place crawling with ants.
I think the housekeeper Manjula is out for holidays, to celebrate Thai Pongal. I cleaned up as much as I can. Manju is like a family member. I taught how to do mirroring and soon I will teach her labelling in negotiating. She makes better Harishchandra coffee than me.
I do not believe in myself.
I like to make sure.
So, I like it when she verifies I cleaned properly.
I did not see our groundskeeper Velu who is also Tamil. I do not know. I went out for a walk, but I did not see anyone.
I will check again.
I was sad Lucy, our Dachshund dog had died, because I just threw away some excess food. I was the last to eat. It was mostly just steamed rice. The less valuable food. I ate all the hot butter cuttlefish from Great Wall restaurant.
I told my mum I like Great Wall restaurant who do Chinese food. I do not like Allstar that do western and stuff. I do not like Sri Lankan food. It is too spicy for me. I do not tear up. However, my tongue burns and my nose snots up -- which is disgusting.
I cannot eat spicy foods. They are terrible. I only like Chilli Crab. It is delicious. I like some spicy foods, but generally, I try to avoid it. I do not like it.
I am getting sleepy. Denzil Perera messaged me to update the team section of our website, which I did in 10 minutes. I put all our team mates in their own individual boxes. I love to be number one.
I think that, I would always be America if I were a country because their international country dialing code is +1. I think I would really go and invade a country over that, and not for oil. I am very, very- *I have run out of adjectives, I would say, "particular"*
Thilanga uncle got +███████████ and Dr Hans gifted me my dad's number for my birthday tribute. I love Dr Hansa. He is a big guy. I love the guy. I will "strictly protect". // cable
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Wix is a great service. I know their people, but not the top people, yet. We just use our website to display information. We do not run web application services. We can accept payments and it is useful for coordinating purposes, but that is it. As the prices are high, we opt for more secure payment methods. It is just a display website.
Later onwards, we will add a complex web application service, so it can perform certain cyber security services for anyone. We can do cool things like scan the visitor, plant cookies and basically info gathering, port scanning and recon stages, other tricks, etc.
1:45 a.m.
I actually, do not know. I think we get reports, I barely look at it because I do not care. I get a lot of interesting data, analytics and insights. Geographic locations. What age the visitor is. What they do on the website. How long they look.
Bla bla bla
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2:00 a.m.
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*sigh*
I was watching Garry Kasparov teaching a MasterClass in chess. I learned things like geometry, shouldering in the end game, skewers, double attacks, discovered checks, etc.
Very interesting, but my chess elo is around 700 or 800. There are 1,200 elo and 2,500 elo players. This is a Chess Grand Master. I feel lucky. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:15 a.m.
They are the real ████-ia!
I was thinking, I am going to bloody force everyone in SL to join the army. I want conscription. I sort of need it. People here are not disciplined at all.
2:45 a.m.
I am getting more and more sleepy. I am going to take 45 mg of Mirtazapine and call it a night. I am learning a lot. I was thinking, we need to really reform SL. I have a lot of plans. We need better everything. I want conscription, these people are not disciplined at all. They are lazy. There is no survival mentality. I cannot stand it.
*yawn*
The guys in Israel, they had to survive. These people in SG, they had to survive. Our people in SL make me sick. They do not worry about anything cause of Buddhism. Dhammika, Dilith, they want to be "happy".
I guess, it is good. But I have the competition in me. I want to survive. I dunno why people here are not realising they are poor and like beggars. They are not driven to survive. I cannot stand wastes.
3:00 a.m.
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I. will. get. No. 1:
4:30 a.m.
I am getting very sleepy. I tried clearing up the sugar spill in the dark, a few ants got on me. Vishnu and Shiva wanted to punish me for Thai Pongal. However, I did not get bit by the red ants.
I am waiting to watch a MasterClass on writing. I will soon. I love my life. I have every reason to be happy. I am beloved. I have such beautiful friends who love me so much. I love them back.
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1:45 p.m.
"The Wake"
I got up. But I am so exhausted, I just continued to rest.
The Mr Cool guys, Tamils, they visited to fix my air conditioning unit. I doubt they have poisoned any components with ricin or arsenic or something hahaha.
Selva is a good guy. He has honoured his 1 year warranty and provided a new one. I wished him Ka-leng Vannakam, which means Good Morning and I also said Happy Thai Pongal. I did not realise it is the afternoon.
I am terrible with learning new languages. I speak a bit of Chinese. A bit of French. I know basic stuff and bad words in many.
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It is important to help people and be kind. I do not think we should bully Muslims. Even if the Covid-19 casualties need to be buried, we can bury in a special cemetery. There is a responsibility to help people.
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2:00 p.m.
I dunno. There is only circumstantial, presumptuous evidence on ███████.
I had a cup of Harishchandra coffee. I had it without sugar like non diabetic Jacques Huyghebaert. It was not terrible, but as with dark versus milk chocolate, I prefer sweeter beverages.
I dunno why those ███████████ in coffee shops always give you sugar bags to add sugar by yourself. They should just ask and add for you ffs.