Important Cyber Work Could Not Cure the Boredom

Sunday, January 17th, 2021

9:00 a.m.

"Feeling Dehydrated"

I hate the number 13. I love the number 7 and 17. It is my 13th comment entry, but it is the 17th. It is mere superstition.

I woke up dehydrated. I need more water. The water tank needs a new bottle of water. I made myself tea. My mum told me stuff that ███████ just wanted to show our pets to her kids.

My mum asked me to make her tea. However, as she told Jacques Huyghebaert that we must do our own things on our own, to which Jacques taught that we must all work together. I told my mum that "we must take care of ourselves by ourselves".

I regret not adding any sugar. Tea is terrible without any sugar. She has bought more 100x bag Dilmah tea. I regret not making coffee instead. Though tea has more caffeine gram for gram than coffee, coffee has more in a cup. I cannot therefore drink it in the evening. I strongly prefer coffee over tea. I wish I had drip coffee. I need coffee filter paper.

I also feel, as you see with Gemma Teller Morrow in Sons of Anarchy when she visits Ireland and requests coffee over tea, that tea represents British colonialism whereas coffee represents American freedom. Although, I guess, I dunno, there must have been coffee plantations and America, if you look at it, if you look at United Fruit Company, or any firm, it is only ever exploitation.

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I had a Lamprais yesterday. It was from Perera and Sons Bakery. It is good. The prices are affordable. It cost 400 LKR. If I do not eat food quickly, I get full or satiated and then I never finish. But I ate two fish patties before eating, so I do not know. The food is fantastic. I love the chicken stock.

9:15 a.m.

The Dutch (who gave us Lamprais) and Portuguese became our Burgher community in Sri Lanka. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Stephen is 83 or 84, I hear he is having problems according to deputy grand master Mahen Perera.

Steve is amongst the sharpest in SL. I pinched his big beer belly. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I think Jagath uncle is just like me, he has advised me to ask Stephen if we can buy DBU. It is a great location for a restaurant. I bugged him over it. Oh G-d. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Sean Henricus who looks young but is 40, also was unhappy to let us invest as he claims it only for the Burghers.

9:30 a.m.

Stephen is so cool. He is the coolest. He is a bit shy, does not socialise outside his circle. He is also living a bit far away from Colombo. He also did not get a book published on SL minorities which I will help him with. He taught me a lot of things. He is a clever guy, that is the whole point of masonry.

I was reading a book on Sir Stamford Raffles in Singapore, who was also a Freemason. I think it is called Raffles: Amateur Cracksman by E. W. Hornung. I think it is found on Google. But I downloaded it off Library Genesis or Lib Gen dot rs or something. It is insightful.

10:00 a.m.

I feel terribly dehydrated. I should go get some coffee. I keep singing that song in my head, it goes, "Jesus gave me water, oh the Lord gave me water, I saw Jesus at the well, but the water was not from the well, Jesus gave me water, and the water was not from the well".

Sam Cooke and the Soul Stirrers -- Jesus Gave Me Water:

Sunday, January 17th, 2021

12:30 p.m.

I am getting hungry. I missed breakfast. I will go for lunch. ███████████████████████████████████████ It is awful. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It is G-d awful horrid.

I will kill a few cows, its one bad day, for smoked brisket.

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12:45 p.m.

I am listening to music. I like Lady Gaga, I do not like the new ones, though I appreciate the effort that went into making 911. I do not love the new Weeknd music, it feels artificial, like a product prolongation strategy by Coca Cola of their product life cycle. I like Gaga's Just Dance more than 9.11.

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1:15 p.m.

I am getting tired. I am going to go get some lunch soon. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████ It is a story of the wicked scorpion and the frog. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

1:45 p.m.

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2:15 p.m.

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3:30 p.m.

I am watching Dr Fauci with David Rubenstein. ██████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ *Joke*

I was thinking, MR or GR Sir can ask Sohli to introduce me to Ratan Tata and try to make sure I get a deal to build Lockheed Martin's F16 officially and also the F35. I guess, Sohli can try intro me to Ishara at LOLC and maybe Harsha Wanigatunga, CIO at Seylan Bank, who was also at Lockheed years ago to assist as it is a massive undertaking.

I also want a red colour shawl.

I think my art teacher Rhuani Rambukwelle tried introducing me to Harsha, he has been upset 'cause I made a big mistake approving something to be added onto our website. I am also not G-d, despite what everyone believes, I make mistakes, I saw SL Market, there was a list of prospects, it was our target prospective customers, so I okay'ed it to be added to our website. It was a blunder.

Only Harsha, a good Christian who goes to Assembly of God, had the decency to help me out to rectify whereas every other CIO backstabbed me, which is okay, but they know who the big dog is, they know what will happen in the end. I really respect and appreciate Harsha for doing that act of charity. He will be rewarded. We can try MR/GR next.

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He called me up once and told me that he only wants to pay half of his membership fees for Freemasonry first, then the rest at a later point in the year. So, I will do something extra for him, I will pay for half his membership fees, subscription fees, whatever, for the rest of his life, as it is for charity and to help him out. I am blessed to help those needy brethren along the way, the ground that I tread on shall blossom, 'til beauties around me shall throng...

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Sunday, January 17th, 2021

11:00 p.m.

"Boredom"

I am literally dying of boredom now. This is crazy. It feels like there is nothing happening. Nothing is moving. No fights. No drama. No enemies. Nothing. Bloody boring. I hate it. I hate this crap. I play chess, with an opponent, for fun. There is drama, there is a fight, there is an enemy, there is a win, there is a loss, there is a surprise, bla bla bla..

This crap is exhausting. I am wondering how I ended up here. I am quite surprised, these Masonic people, they do not seem to get provoked at all. I do not get a reaction. It is boring. It is so boring. I am getting bored like that guy The Mandalorian, he took that dark sabre, he tried to give it away, it does not work like that, but that is honestly, how simple it is.

I cannot keep up bullshit fights. It is too boring too.

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Leonard Cohen -- First We Take Manhattan: