Why I See Myself in Tony Stark, Not Lex Luthor

பிப்ரவரி 12, 2021

A brief late-night note using Tony Stark, Lex Luthor, and Howard Stark to think about myself, my father, and the difference between doing similar things and surviving them with better public relations.

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10:00 PM

10:00 p.m.

I saw a top 5 PR people in the world friend sharing a cool PR pitch, I was thinking of encouragingly posting the comment:

"i saw you like your own comment, then unlike it

i will bravely admit, I had to Google an embarrassing number of words you wrote to see what they mean

i did it 3 times. sigh, i did 5 times,

6 times

7, 8, 9 times.

deluge,

dreck,

proffered, (I know ''hordes'' from Walking Dead),

dross,

flotsam,

empyrean,

tenterhooks,

apropos,

de rigeur.

Impressive, most impressive.

Top 5 PR people in the world--who are the other 4 companies?"

But I chose not to.

I chose I do not want anyone to know I do not know some words in the English language.

I know all the words of the English language!

* Feeling embarrassed, as Lehan is most ashamed about his lack of perfect knowledge of English, he scurries to change the subject, to one which does know all about... *

Yesterday, I was looking at nice girls on Amanté Sri Lanka doing lingerie !!

Sri Lankan girls!

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* The autocorrect for muhuhaha is = ████████! *

They both would have liked that bridal lingerie!

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I think Mathisha uncle worked at MAS holdings who make all the SL lingerie, he has ██████ some for a girl, but probably not for Samadhi aunty.

* Samadhi aunty likes Jenna Jameson, she is cool! *

* I remember Sarah ████████ in Awkward Auntie in ████████████ dot com, she had nice red with I think white polka dot lingerie which the kid's uncle picked out for her -- it really brought out her eyes! *

10:45 PM

10:45 p.m.

I think I am a lot like Tony Stark, and not like Lex Luther. Tony and Lex, they did the same things, the same character, but had different PR strategies.

I think my dad was also like Howard Stark, or more like I am Howard, whose dad belted him too. But I am sure he was just trying his best.

I saw this scene:

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I thought of myself, it speaks to me.

1:30 AM

12:30 a.m.

How am I supposed to face these big guys in the US as a Sri Lankan?

The second they hear I am from SL, it is over

They read anything on SL on the BBC it is a disaster

They look at my uncle's Wikipedia, they think I am also some gangster

Jagath Sumathipala, the President of the All Ceylon Buddhist Congress, also encouraged me to fight with my brother Milan = It is Buddhism that is wrong

1:00 a.m.

I need good coverage on the BBC.

1:00 a.m.

(b)

The first sentence and paragraph will be positive, next sentence will be "Lehan's uncle Thilanga was found guilty of passport fraud of a contract killer and sentenced to 2 years in jail. Reference: ESPN Cricinfo reported Sumathipala was sentenced to two years imprisonment for breaking Sri Lanka's immigration laws."

1:15 a.m.

I am thinking to myself silently.

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1:30 a.m.

I was vaccinated for C19 a long time ago, I told Ferhad Nilgiria about antibodies, he was completely mute.

I remember it was before January 2019, as I saw the Huawei Chinese engineers at Axiata.....

It would be much easier for me to manage SL if SL had a smaller population of 5m instead of 21m.

Thilanga Sumathipala uncle told me, "a census is done every 10 years, putha (son), so 2022 next."

I saw him at a secret location on Sunday, February 7th, 2021 for a top level secret meeting.

The Muslim population has doubled from 10 to 20%.

1:30 a.m.

(b)

I was in my bed, it was just like a normal cold, but it was a lot worse, it was awful, tissues everywhere.

I felt like I could die too, the symptoms are pretty volatile, it is a 2% death rate, but a b***h is a b***h.

More tissues than when I ran out of Kleenex and used the bible too -- in university doing "research".

He-he-he

1:45 a.m.

I am thinking carefully about stuff.

I cannot believe there is only one me!

2:15 a.m.

I cannot wait to speak with my wonderful Chinese friends, especially a good man like President Xi!

I will tell him all about the ███████ and how she betrayed our family.

I will tell Xi, "I read LKY, Chairman Mao, he said, you open the door, you allow flies in"

"Well, Chairman, these ██████████████████ got in!"

"How can we get rid of them all?"

"I like how you deal with the pests in China"

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"But you do not have ███████████in SL, Lehan?" Xi will tell me.

"But you do not have any ████████████ in SL" Bibi will tell me.

Puzzled they will look.

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They are all ███████, they are all ███████████████.

2:45 a.m.

I made myself a nice, extra salty (it slipped in too much), soda passion fruit drink, thinking of Jacques who loves soda water, the secret to his genius.

I love my friends!

I was talking to Ruchira Yasarathna at Dialog Axiata, when we met Huawei engineers.

We can try get Ruchira promoted to CTO or higher up position near / to takeover from Pradeep de Almeida.

I like him, he is a good Buddhist, he has got his word.

I am also a Buddhist, it is just, I do not like how SL is a real mess, it is a disgrace.

So many murders, thieving, actual rapes, lies and deception, a lot of drugs, especially heroin.

All of this is prohibited by Buddhism.

It is a severe leadership deficit, a prolonged one!

I am remorseful. I dream of a better era.

I was thinking at 12:30 a.m. about a song.

I was thinking about how BBC said PM Dave Cameron was like a God when visiting SL.

I regret equating myself or comparing myself to G-d. It is only a joke! My life is not worth 1,000s of other lives.

I remembered that song in American History X. It is funny, Trump loves that song Battle Hymn of the Republic as well, he played at his events.

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https://youtu.be/w48MMI_KA6E

This is interesting!

Mongrel is a person of mixed descent.

The ZOG machine refers to Zionist Occupation Government, a conspiracy theory that our friends run the world!

If you ask Beyonce, she will say, "Girls Run the World, Who runs the world?, Girls!"

It is indeed a song I used to love, just like I liked I think we are alone now, before Ted ruined it, and I hope, The Umbrella Academy revived this great song for all!

I liked it because of JFK and how people sang it to honour JFK in death back then!

Battle Hymn of the Company:

Mine eyes have seen the glory

Of Cyber Space Command;

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I have seen Lehan in the smartphones

Of all my Facebook friends

They have builded Him an altar

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In the beauty of kadupul mal (SL flower)

Lehan was born by the Ganga (river),

With ambition in His bosom

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4:15 a.m.

I am struggling with severe insomnia for a few days now. I am on 45 mg of Mirtazapine. Unable to sleep.

I had a few flashbacks, and aching pain on ribs due to Milan's ██████████████, I am disappointed by family.

I have an wholly unfavourable opinion of my mother and two uncles, they show a lot of zig zag sporadic thinking with no linear plan of action.

I do not understand what these guys are hoping to accomplish with the way we are working today, it is incredibly frustrating.

I wish I was in America or a country like Singapore or in England, the people are reasonable, they are beastly, unruly, savage, ruffian and violent dogs in SL!