4:15 a.m.
I am just depressed. I just don't have money. I can't buy food. I don't feel very well because of this. I am frustrated by my constant failing in Sri Lanka, I am angry. I think that soon, I will be able to get some ad revenue, should try to buy food. I can try to sell some books on political plans. I don't know. It's all highly depressing. I am very annoyed by the whole thing. I think everyone here, only has very negative energy, contempt and anger at the rest of us, and towards this country.
