Flashbacks, Horses, and a Power Cut

10:15 a.m.

█████████this guy, Hatim.

I guess that I h-te him.

10:30 a.m.

There is a power cut. It's either my mum or Edna haven't paid bills or there was a power supply breakage nearby. It's likely Shanika hasn't paid bills.

She's not competent, she has said she wants to be the leader, then she betrayed her family, she wasn't fit to lead at all. She hasn't got any financial sense. She refused to take action she had to take for far too long.

When I was running a business, a good business, as the head of the family, knowing how important it was, she refused to help me and then she sided with ████████ Edirisinghe who attacked my business. This wasn't correct because it destroyed our morale, it ruined the family and it is a clear representation of what kind of leader this woman is.

I can't accept any kind of business decision that she makes, it must mean that she has money hidden away when she decides to attack her family's bread winners in such a way.

I expect her to pay financially after this kind of stupid decision.

If she had died, I would've taken a decision to attack Lal immediately (lawfully in court).

I can't tolerate or accept any person that is a weakling, or has low intelligence, I mistreat them, I cut them out and I never forgive them, I don't think that weak people will get along with myself. I only want killers (Trump) around.

11:15 a.m.

Electricity is back. It's boiling hot. I am needing the air conditioning. It's so disruptive.

I think my mum's finally, after 15+ years, filed a legal case against Lal. It took too long. It wasn't fair on us, the kids, for her to take so long, she let us down. I think we know the people, so we can fight it successfully.

They all despise ███ now, the guy's got no excuse, ████████████████████████████████, he lost the moral and legal argument, he's stolen money, cheated, lied, and then now, he's bankrupt. They will be forced to close the business and pay off or settle with the owners like us, the debtors, the banks, etc.

This is the only way, it is the best way. Once the relationship is destroyed, when there's no trust, you must do anything to end the relationship fully, you can't expect to do any kind of business.

11:45 a.m.

I think it's worth these people like Thilanga taking the lead. For the rest, for people like Sandalal. You can just say. Oh they suffered a tragedy, there was a destabilising attack, we are helping our family to recover. Full stop. They are cheap people, given how they acted against a depressed person, what they think or know or feel or believe doesn't matter.

What I don't like about Freemasonry. This is a different topic. Is it attracts a lot of bad people. It's toxic. You have 9 bad people for 1 good person. Very harsh ratio. I don't see any point taking part in it. The people you find here, apart from Jacques, aren't good. I don't see the reasoning behind spending any money or 5 hours of my time or my attention every month, it's all low income, uneducated, low quality people that you can't trust at all.

I regret joining freemasonry, I shouldn't have joined, and I should have left it sooner; especially with the terrible, pitiful experience we endured in Sri Lanka (UK / UGLE is a lot better).

3:00 p.m.

I was resting. I hear the siblings talk outside. They are saying it's hot. No fans. Likely the electricity for the whole house has been cut. This girl Shanika, I don't know. She may have done it all on purpose in some plan with her brothers or something else. It's hard to tell. It was very difficult with her. It's the fact she tells lies, has no plans, betrays the family, that makes it difficult.

███████████████████████████████Usually when my family is very pissed off, it results in a very painful disaster. Our assets are all fine. This Lal guy's in serious trouble. He soon won't have even the little he's got. All the assets will have to be apportioned and sold off. It's good. When you can't get milk for cheese, when you can't cooperate, you shoot the cow, you sell off the brisket, you sell of the leg meat, the belly, the cow head, the tail for soup, the organs, lungs for haggis.

It's a real military operation. This is good. I'm very happy. I long for war.█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ was waiting for 15 or 16 years, since 2005 August. I feel alive for the first time.██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:15 p.m.

I am just resting. I think there is a power cut. It is fine. I can tolerate it. The siblings will scream at Shanika, then that girl will get the electricity back. She went to Saint Bridget's Convent, O Level only, maybe A Level. She couldn't have run a company. She should have fought in 2005. Tried to separate. Now at least, she has to do it. So, she's doing it.

There are 35,000 ETI Finance victims. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. ███████████████████████████████████████████████. The Avery Berkel products may also stop soon. Ashok Pathirage might get it.

I am not interested in any kind of peace talks or compromise. There must be a total separation, a forced bankruptcy. Edna was up since 1952, but after 70 years, it is time to close the company. Lal, in 2005, he made the decision to destroy everything. How dare this guy try to steal. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

He will be in serious trouble. It will never end. He will still be in debts to the banks. He will have to pay the ETI Finance victims. The guy will have no business to do so with. Why should I feel sorry for him? If you check out the song, Lehan is going to town, and the exhibit, you will see all the serious mistakes that Lal has committed. Very sick guy.

4:15 p.m.

(b)

I want coffee. I hate power cuts. I wonder when the power is back.

███████████████████████████We will never tell him the truth. I love, and want, war. I always love shooting games.

When there is no death or violence in a movie, and when I say drama, i mean fighting, i just fall asleep out of boredom.

I love war.

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This Edna Company. It will have to be torn up, the assets will be sold off to pay banks. I am very delighted. I'm smiling at the thought.

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5:15 p.m.

Jacques Huyghebaert. I mean, he is living in a politically correct bubble. He lives in the real dreamland. When we buy a Israeli war ship or something, people might find out,███████████████████████████████████████████████. I don't really know. If he has a couple of people, 5 people for security, just to pat people down, scan them for guns, it is enough. If they have a chemical explosive, even dogs will struggle to find it. But you might.

Denzil, I don't know. He is very outgoing. He goes out a lot to social and business functions. I don't know.. maybe 2 x people for him is enough. He lives in Gregory's Road, so it is a safe neighbourhood.

We own our road. That is why we put our grandma's name on our road. We own 3 or 4 houses on the road.

So, it is very hard to attack me in my house.

I think I will be the biggest target. But I am paranoid of security and have destroyed all my enemies, so it is a scary prospect.

When you are looking to attack a rival gang of wolves, you don't go after the big wolf.

I don't know.

We do cooperate with the Muslims. The Iraqis, the Iranians, they are the ones who will order attacks. Iran especially. Palestinians maybe. I am not sure. But Iran funds the Palestinians, just like America pays for Israel, usually. Although, not as much now. As they are self sustaining and independent.

I think as I am open, the Muslims actually prefer me to any other person. They prefer me because I am transparent. I tell them, oh we can solve the problem this way or that way. Nobody else does that.

We are not supporting Israel as much as they would expect. We are just cooperating on technology and business to develop Sri Lanka. We do not tell the Israeli government to take this land or that. Although, I might do so personally. As it's their land for 4,000 years or so.

Jacques says he is not a Zionist. He is scared. That is why he says so.

Okay, so if I am secured, then I don't really have much to worry about.

I want the security team. I want people with guns around me, I want the armored vehicles, I want the private █████ squad. It's very cool. I love it.

It will be very easy to integrate with Gotabaya and Mahinda and even Namal or Sajith's people, although I am not planning on leaving my home.

The Sayeret Matkal people will advise them on their security strategies.

I think for me, it will be okay.

So, the reasons they can kill me are:

1. Oh you are a Zionist. But so are all the Indians, the Hindus are Zionist as they "despise the Muslim terrorists" (Modi).

Many Sri Lankans are Zionists.

2. You are supporting Israel's campaigns to grab territories.

Not really, no. I think not directly. But if you mean, you are paying money, maybe, but not really. We are just partnering for tech. In this case, anyone who has a Wix website is paying for settlements. Or Checkpoint firewalls. This is the basis for the Arab led boycott of Israel.

3. The ███████ problem.

Well, I only complained that she has caused harm to me. I think it was worth it because it helped us identify a lot of enemy targets that she mentioned in her email and when she met us. All she did was take a picture of a caged bird, which isn't that bad. As you anyway keep birds in cages. You keep birds in cages in the zoo, in the bird park. Heck, you gotta keep big animals in cages too.

4. ███. He can't do anything. He has not got any money. He has no friends. He cannot meet a minister and sign a $100m deal. He cannot sign a deal with a bank or telco. I can do it using Thilanga easily. He has a bankrupt business █████████soon, he will have to dissolve it. When he sells off the assets, he has to pay the debtors. Even if the case will last a few months, he will have to pay us. The business is not worth much.

As Lalith Kahatapitiya says, it is just a bonus for me. Maybe $1m at most. The Avery Berkel business is profitable. It will likely be issued by the court to us..but I am not certain. Even if it is not, I think my own business will flourish.