11:30 p.m. (c)
Tomorrow, I'm getting a visit from the ac people. I think a 12,500 btu maybe slightly too much for my room. I usually, even my 10,000 which i have, I always only ever run it on low mode. So a 9,500 btu might be good. I don't f***ing know. I asked Chat GPT. It doesn't know. I'll speak to them tomorrow when they visit. I'm thinking a smaller 9,500 is probably better. I'll follow their judgement on it.
I'm still taking a big holiday. I feel much better now after taking a break. I'm pissed I've got no food to eat for dinner. But besides, this. I mean, Lal was "head of the family" when my dad died. He's wickedly made a bad decision to steal. He's lied. He's lost his whole business, he's wanted by 35,000 people. It's over. When you have someone with bad judgement, it's always over. Best thing to do is document openly, simplify, repeat, be patient, like those specially trained teachers who teach autistic kids in special needs schools or special-ed school in the US.
I think that worst part is I'm running for president. We're likely to get a lot of mobilization and support and whatever. Which is why I never threw ███████ out. He's got bad judgement, but you can always, even with people like Hirshon, you can write things down, in a document, then simplify it, then refer to that. It's the way those people usually work. It's too hard or uncomfortable or difficult for them to do things the way I do things. Even many large businesses, there's a way they do business. It's often slow, straitjacketed. I'm much more direct, straight. But when people like that show up, different baseline facts, or ways of doing things, you end up crashing or having this kind of failure.