Space cockpit, Hasard Lee

10:15 p.m.

I saw some nice ████ hehe

I'm watching Barry.

10:15 p.m. (b)

Is that a Cross of Constantine

10:15 p.m. (c)

This is as real as it gets on 'Merica

hehehe

Bill Hader

10:30 p.m. (b)

I'm gonna get like 43 marines

My own platoon

12:00 a.m. (b)

Hehehe

: )

Whatever, let's be cool.

I went to get more new Mirtazapine from the Osara pharmacy nearby.

It likely is Mirtazapine.

I've used 60mg for 2 days now.

It doesn't appear to be working.

But whatever.

12:00 a.m. (e)

This is very iconic.

Beautiful aesthetics.

: )

12:00 a.m. (f)

:' (

12:15 a.m.

I think I won't betray or throw out Jonathan. I'm very angry about how my circumstances are pretty bad. I'm feeling unhappy about it. That we can't know if the mirtazapine we're getting is safe. It's just poverty. Everyone in Sri Lanka has been impoverished. I think we can indeed publish or even switch to Facebook Professional, earn some money. But some food, get medication from a reliable supplier, pay for security officers around the house. This is a more positive way to look at it. Be positive like Lipton said. I think with depression, which is a part of complex PTSD, you get into a sulken, depressed frame of mind, you give up, start failing, it's not good. I think 60mg is good for now. I think I'll try to get things going. I think having to face risk, is enough to get anyone feeling overwhelmed. Let's just be positive.

12:45 a.m.

I don't pay any attention to or follow Wimal Weerawansa. Guy's a real piece of s*** for sexistly f***ing with Julie Chung, the US Ambassador. He's a very ignorant man. I've seen him and everyone else in person. Guy claims to be a communist, but his kid has an expensive Apple product. They're in it for money. I saw him shed crocodile tears in parliament, how his father threatened to ingest cyanide capsules to commit suicide, if he didn't leave the JVP communist party. They've got no intelligence at all, they have no plans on how they'll run Sri Lanka.

Shavendra's heroically refused to "gun down 100,000+ protestors" (theory/rumor). I'm ashamed of Gotabaya for being such a deranged f***ing dog to order Shavendra or anyone to shoot unarmed protestors who couldn't survive. I'm not surprised if Tamil Tiger leaders were indeed murdered on surrender. I love Shavendra Silva, but may now, start to say things like, "f*** Shavendra Silva" and bla bla because of people like Gotabaya or Wimal or these losers who will invent lies that we're buddies or coordinating some conspiracy or military coup. I think I just pretend to hate on people to establish no relationship or communication or plot. But it's my stupid insecurity only.

I think Russia or China must be reading this. They'll say to Rajapaksa that Shavendra is a traitor or friends with Lehan as Lehan's hellbent on him being the new 1st defense minister. They're pretty pissed off. I think whatever. We're keen on our defense strategy. People can't even believe the scale of what we're doing. Shavendra will testify that within a few years, we'll be a true military power to contend with. Today if Singapore went to war with India, they would most likely win, if not cause severe damage. Because of military weapons, training through national service conscription or equipment, such as F35s or whatever else. A strong economy is a must for security.

I think Patrick Mendis is angry and doesn't want to help Shavendra with the war crimes ban by State Department. Mendis has a real "employee" of the state department mindset, where white house tells him what to do. He's a pencil pushing, career bureaucrat type, he's not the 1st foreign minister we need. I think Julie's done more than all the other US ambassadors combined. Teplitz wasn't effective. The rest weren't good. Open diplomacy Robert O Blake Jr did a good job. But not really. I'll be happy to partner up with Julie whom I respect for her tenacity. She's a tough one. I think we need to target Iran's oil sales, Russia's coal sales and all of China's corrupt business here with cooperation from state department.

It's the worst mistake they can do to kill me. As this whole thing is on Facebook servers, it's with Hirshon, whom I will all my life, data and business or assets or possessions to. They'll never let anyone get away with murdering me. It'll be published word for word online. I'm anyway likely to censor if we do publish. We'll find a way to move forward. Don't let this kind of bullshit by Wimal, a career politician, an uneducated, very jealous guy, who is a sexist, who makes such cheap, goddaya type snide remarks on women, with no class against the representative of America in Sri Lanka, don't take him seriously or bother. If you sue the guy, he's not worth anything anyway. We'll figure out ways to remove your state department ban, you can count on it, as Phil Collins sings, You'll Be In My Heart. For saving our country, risking your neck, we'll be happy to do our duty to you.

I'm sorry I lie and pretend to hate on you. I think that it's all a good act. There's a lot of bad guys, we're alert, from my other fake profile, that we can see, there's a lot of danger. I say things to throw off or to confuse bad guys, so they can't trap us or box us in where we're vulnerable. Even with Jonathan Hirshon. It's like trigger discipline. It is a small thing, to berate him every day, ask him to go. But it's very sophisticated, as people understand their reality through stories they can make sense of. So, when you do this counter intelligence operation, suddenly, their narrative is confounded, their chronology of events, their facts available, it's all jumbled up, messed up.

1:30 a.m. (b)

Shavendra Silva and Sarath Fonseka!!