11:00 p.m.
I'm starving. Getting some pepperoni pizza. I should be positive.
I think things are going okay.
I think when I earn just a little income compared to nothing, I'll be fine.
I think it's fair for me to say, and most people accept that I was attacked, betrayed and nearly killed by the people of Sri Lanka, as most people also suffer here..
And that we retaliated, we collaborated and successfully took down the government because we couldn't survive here.
Question: if we had successfully contracted business from 2017 to 2022, would we have toppled the government?
Answer: No.
We toppled it.
It's easier for me to manage or lead many people
It's harder for me to work with small people or do small stuff that doesn't matter
That's just the way it is.
I think now, China is countering with some help, that BlackRock should pay or lose some returns for the high interest they charged owing to the risk they held in investing here...
China also needs to restructure
I think Larry Fink is easier for me to deal with, China is a lot harder
So I'll side with ISB holders..
These Chinese loans were too dangerous. It's because we lost money on that. That's why.
These caused severe problems.
I should be positive. I think Jonathan has learned a lot. I don't have to hate on him. He made a simple error of omission. He isn't a good leader. He is a good team player though. I never communicated or contacted any requests to him. He never took any initiative or acted responsively.
We should be positive.
My brain must be depressed.
I hate it here and my family and my mum.
They haven't got me the Mirtazapine I need to sleep, so she's probably been brought up in Sri Lanka, so she's abusive and wants to hurt me or something, that's why, she isn't educated, properly, so doesn't know what depression is, this is a horror story.
I think too much power was given to Jonathan, he was given too much responsibility and he couldn't deal with it or handle anything. He sort of juggles too many commitments. He's all about this time slot scheduling, 30 minutes, 30 minutes company A or B, or Person 2 is 1 hour.. that's the way he works, strong work ethic from his dad, works like a machine...
I guess I didn't even add anything to his to do list or show the seriousness needed.
Or I sound very cool when I'm being super serious. It's disturbing. I am self aware of it. I sound very unemotional when I discuss or talk about or do serious stuff. I have very little or no emotion. But not like those catatonic patients, I am more like, I don't f***ing care type. Or you died, or oh you killed yourself. I guess, I would respond, blend in, and act like I'm supposed to. But I honestly wouldn't care because I just don't.
I think having been damaged so badly, at so young an age, I sort of have that quality. It's something every leader develops.
