I'm trying my best to sound more manly, and I recognize I may be projecting my insecurities onto Larry Page, who seems to be experiencing his own difficulties.
He may for all the little I truly know, be totally innocent, and only ever guilty of having helped people like me.
My pain feels constant and sharp, but I don't want others to feel pressured to speak manly; instead, I notice I can unintentionally pass my insecurity on to people around me.