I suspect Elisabeth secretly thinks I'm still cool.
I think Elisabeth secretly thinks I'm still cool.
7 am I'm having troubling thoughts; I think it's because I use a lot of my
7 am
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I think higher stress causes it, and there is a pauline connection as i replaced that shanika with her, but she has also hurt me and has gone
i need to worry for a bit on where we inc, but should be fine afterwards
i'm having distressing flashbacks of abuse by palith, my dad, from when i was
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i have the same photographic memories as i did, with zanzibar or blood gulch maps in halo with mikey or whatever else.
it's a nightmare.
i'm struggling to sleep. typically, when my mind, is overloaded, or does a bit of "work", or does a dissertation or studies, my mind, or brain, the
whole thing, recalls bad memories, somehow, it's likely cortisol, or stress, and then it ends up causing a severe worsening
so i just report, or journal, to calm down a little
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luckily, my ai is doing the thinking for me, freeing up resources, to cope with
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I haven't felt afraid to share my perspective on facebook.
I have never felt any fear in speaking my truth on facebook
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4 pm Back to work — I need lunch
4 pm
Back to work, need lunch