Flashbacks Hit at 7AM, So I Let AI Carry My Brain for a Day

மே 1, 2025

Stress sparked Halo flashbacks and sleeplessness; journaling and AI offload helped. Back to work by afternoon, Day & Age playing, confidence returning I wake up with distressing flashbacks and sleepless thoughts, and I use journaling and AI offload to keep functioning. It keeps circling back to Back and Elisabeth

7:00 AM

Bad Thoughts, Stress and Worrying About Incorporation

7 am

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I think higher stress causes it, and there is a pauline connection as i replaced that shanika with her, but she has also hurt me and has gone

i need to worry for a bit on where we inc, but should be fine afterwards

7:45 AM

Photographic Memories, Bad Sleep and Journaling to Calm Down

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i have the same photographic memories as i did, with zanzibar or blood gulch maps in halo with mikey or whatever else.

it's a nightmare.

i'm struggling to sleep. typically, when my mind, is overloaded, or does a bit of "work", or does a dissertation or studies, my mind, or brain, the

whole thing, recalls bad memories, somehow, it's likely cortisol, or stress, and then it ends up causing a severe worsening

so i just report, or journal, to calm down a little

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7:45 AM (b)