Building a Publisher in Public

ஏப்ரல் 11, 2026

Payment risk, platform fear, and the first honest look at turning AngryPages into a real media business.

5:30 AM

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs

I'm

It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little website. I'm part of that whole, Elon, Trump, Zuck, that little, elite club. I guess.

I have to pay a fee. For some - thing soon. I was thinking about, whether, we have to, make a better landing page.

I was complaining to ChatGPT/Codex maker: OpenAI, about a few mistakes. I don't fully care. Because we can't do things perfectly. They make mistakes too.

I'm -- The US got, or sent, a Artemis, or somethin' space ship, around the moon. And they got back. Or they landed. Let me google this.

They just flew around the moon.

I'm also, just sort of landing back on earth, getting my feet back on the ground, after how Daily Mirror featured us. It's kind of crazy, when a newspaper, the most popular, in Sri Lanka, they put your, or my photo, on their homepage, up there.

I was

I was IDK, a bit shocked lol.

And I dunno how to email them thanks, as I wouldn't think it is enough, to just say thanks.

I am unsure, I dunno if there's been a "leak". Codex, sent some data up to our server - the thing is SSL and HTTPS. I don't think it's a big deal for China / Russia gov't to hack those. I don't really care. To be honest. This is just a diary. One person's entertaining, creative diary. You can write here too. Anyone can. But it's distinct, because you can say or do things here, which will be refused everywhere else, as we're a publisher.

5:30 AM (b)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (2/8)

I like to put my ideas down.

I'm scared of Stripe. I feel scared of them. I want to go with CC Bill who do it for like, OnlyFans. I'm sad that dude's died. Their boss. When problem solver, the problem architect, he or she dies, the business can collapse.

We have to pay $1,000 per year, to the CC Bill people, for the Tier 3, and Tier 4, content. I think that'll eventually happen. We won't show tier 3 / 4 content until so.

Because it's sort of, violating Stripe's policies. I dunno. I don't think so. But it's grey. So we'd need to speak to them.

I'm sad to hear Jared Kushner's had throat cancer. They've removed a tumor. It's gotten back. Remission. Then it's pretty bad. I really like him. I saw Ivanka's crying on some interview. Her mom died, she fell down the stairs. And she said her grandma died too. I was thinking of Britney Spears' Lucky music video. But I won't post over here.

5:30 AM (c)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (3/8)

I'm watchin some,

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5:30 AM (d)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (4/8)

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So I would go there. I think I would walk, easily, 10 km a day, or 40-50 km per week. And people there walk fast.

I am watching this YouTube video. I saw some shorts. Reels. Before. My mom got me some Indian food. I ate that. Some rotti with something inside it. There's 2 vadey in the fridge downstair. It's like a fried thing in SL. I also, have sugary strawberry jelly in upstair fridge.

I haven't written in some time. So I want to "clear my mind" by writing here.

Aw no, this poor girl, she's beautiful, and 19 years old, and works in the brothel. She wants to like buy a house, a car, and a business. She thinks she'll stop in 3 years. So 20, 21, 22. In Singapore, they let them only work from 21 years. I dunno. And they must be from China, Thailand, Vietnam, and one or two more. I am unsure. The police run it.

I am not sure if this is tier 2, sensitive or tier 3, for sexual content. I am afraid of Stripe. They de banked Trump quickly. I saw that JP debanked Trump. Trump sued Jamie Dimon. I am afraid. I saw NYT, they report, that they don't - uh accept hookers as customers or clients. They don't accept their money. It's risky. So we are a bit scared of it.

At least for now.

5:30 AM (e)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (5/8)

There was a problem early. Where. For 6 -12 hours. I think that the Quotes, were leaking info, to anon. I was hurt. OpenAI's codex makes many mistakes. We had sources and stuff. But don't want to leak those, as they hurt people. We hid it quickly.

I have to pay some fee to California. I am unsure. I am not sure. How.

I approached many investment funds. All of them sort of didn't buy into us. YC is also kind of a hoax. It looks like a trap to me. And not true.

I think they may want sales coming in.

We're brand new -- we're a brand new brand.

: )

And I guess, it's okay. WE got some sales. We got 4-5 sales. I have to put those pictures up. I'm

A lot of people congratulated me, my family, they all said it's great we got on the news.

It's never simple or easy. We have to fight clever, hard and endlessly. It's how it is. You don't feel a lot of ease, or simple, when you play a game. When you play a video game, you punish yourself, you compete, fight, and you are then, looking back, you enjoy it, or the movie.

You enjoy the book. You remember the good when you talk to more people.

5:30 AM (f)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (6/8)

I don't want to hide that behind sensitive or tier 2. Or just do it. I am not sure.

I feel depressed or sad. Intense sadness.

I am not sure why. I guess, it doesn't matter. I am probably mentally exhausted. Or running at a mental deficit. I reached out to Venura, offering 50% of sales. I like that deal. He's there in California. I am unsure. He's sort of fought with me. Over stuff. Not showing up for a meeting. There was a mini drama. And stuff. It sucks. I need honesty from partners. It's a big deal.

He didn't pick the phone. When I called 2 times. Over 2 days. That spooked me. It doesn't fully matter if he doesn't want to do business.

I have to reach out to more people, to see if we can get sales. We need to work on the

I just think AngryPages: the Names section is just the coolest f***ing thing ever. Just the coolest, best looking thing.

We next, will need, to try to,

Oh f***, the privacy page got botched. I have no clue. I have no idea why there's a login gate. I've got to fix it.

I think we are goin to put in, a better "landing page" where they've got a clear, call to action. I am a feminist. I don't like this dude, that MMA guy. The two guys. Brothers. I can't recall their names. Trump's son likes him and him. I hear they got arrested in Romania. I am not sure.

My memory's failing.

5:30 AM (g)

I'm It feels sort of unreal. To write. On my own little webs (7/8)

That -- those two. They have a nice landing page on their website. Lemme google it.

Andrew Tate. My nephew Ganidu, is the one who told me about them. He / Ganidu speaks like me, with plenty of N words. Despite how Sri Lanka's got virtually NO black people, or white people, we got just so effin' Americanized, because of hip hop music, the video games and tv shows and movies. And it's very cool.

Andrew Tate's got a website called The Real World. Dot Net. I saw they have a great landing page, which they do use for conversions.

I haven't got much to say. I mean, what I will do, is we will have our "best" day story cards, and then the "books" route for 2025's days bundled up into a collection. I think word count + days is there.

Wow. I am seeing another YouTube video.

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