2 ஜூன், 2026

10:15 AM

Amazin' Grace, how the fuck, does Google know? Who suggests

Amazin' Grace, how the f***, does Google know? Who suggests a feed, to one, like me?

Well, I don't f***in care, tbh as usual

I have severe trust issues, like a really serious problem

I think Jacob, might end up, having to run the business, or something tbh

Because I have such severe problems, it's not funny

I think growing up, I was actually worse

Because I was bullied/tortured worst then

So then, I had the shell

But then, in 2012, I got medicated, with Remeron

And then things stabilized

I was blessed, Gayani and Shalini and Asita, and Sarah Nazeem

They got me very good grades, despite 0 to 10% attendance

10:30 AM

Amazin' Grace, how the fuck, does Google know? Who suggests (2/2)

How'd you have friends, if you were so messed up or depressed? How'd you mingle and stuff?

I didn't.

I think I was just always so kind to people.

Or was nice enough, despite "play bullying" and "joke insulting"

And "for fun, hitting and running" as hard and as fast as I could

I left these out of Trevor Friedman's notes

But that Sulzberger can b***h about me on his NYT one day

Where people with actual malice will lie about me

And he'll recklessly print knowing falsehoods about me

I remember Buddesh taught me how to make a punching fist

Because I'd weirdly put my thumb in my fist, to punch people

So he was showing me, he then gave me a WWE xbox game

I think I never -- I dunno how the f*** I'm like popular and s***

Like it's crazy, because of how, unsocial I am and stuff

10:30 AM (b)

Trevor! He hates his first name. He wants me to call him Dr

Trevor! He hates his first name. He wants me to call him Dr Friedman. And he's had like a moustache back then.

Hehehe, I think I bullied him too

I like to push people around and stuff because it's a lot of fun for me

I don't get bored when I don't

I just like to put people at ease

I didn't sleep last night

So I did 45mg dose of mirtazapine/remeron just now

I coded the website all afternoon --> morning.

I was going to tell Gayani, oh you were at Amex

I saw that Jimmy Robinson III

But he's done

He's croaked

And his son JR4 is Jonathan's friend

Small, tiny world

10:30 AM (c)

Trevor! He hates his first name. He wants me to call him Dr (2/3)

Today. When I wake. I'll try rush to a supermarket. To get a strawberry jam + all purpose flour. To make FAKE PopTarts!

I think we can sell them.

I am also in the market for that glucose syrup, and also starch, if I find it. Because I want to make icing frosting, that sticks, and is thick, and won't f***ing go sloppy on my toaster and mess it up.

We can make chicken sandwiches later. I think I'll make Strawberry Flavor, but then, make cinnamon sugar, and add it as a brief flavoring too. We want vanilla flavor icing, on top, although ChatGPT said strawberry it.

I disagree, I think strawberry + a bit of cinnamon brown sugar, and then, on top

Actually, I'll try to make the actual biscuit, with the cinnamon brown sugar, if we can inc it in somehow.

6:15 PM