I have to work on Chamath's All In Podcasts.
I think, if this was heaven on earth, I've done something wrong, painful and ugly to Alkhatrash. Because he was someone, who probably had intentions of getting published, helping me, and earning money.
The way to see it is to grow.
It's easy (and fun) for me to ruin his life, but it's wrong. Just an email away, from the tax people, the police, from bullying him. I can publish it for my peace of mind, but it's ugly of me.
I look really "good looking", but on the inside, I'm such a vile monster.
Leave him alone.
Only see it as a mistake on our end, that someone wanted to get published, wasn't oriented properly, and they struggled.
Or tomorrow, when I wake up, I'll ruin his life, by defending myself, and move on, where he's got to face his life hehee.
I am sick of being nice, I hate nice people, I rather take some action I am happy with, and move on.
I'm disgusted at people like that.
