I must show good character, mercy and maturity now. He was -- he did things that make it hard for me to attack him. He admitted we were helpful. He didn't lie about this. So I am having problems or doubts.
It's best to stop this now, as it's been dealt with, and we won, so we should move on, because there's
Because what my God wants is to show some respectable example
He's also made a mistake, he's got redeemable quality, he's got merits, and I
I think a lot about this sort of thing
He's like Frodo's friend, that Bilbo Baggins
And he's come to me, in peace, he's come to us, trying to earn income, to build value, and he showed a lot of equanimity
Which, is why, being cruel, even when pushed beyond patience, isn't always best
Ron Perlman, could have shown equanimity, he didn't have to be brutal, or react, or show hatred towards a coward
And I am hurt, because it feels like I'm murdering someone
When I judge someone, I ask myself, would I murder someone, and God, he was like the dude in Breaking Bad, like with the twins, when he tried drown one, until the other saved him
And I am now struggling with this, because I don't like murdering the guy, and I feel tremendous guilt over this, although it's not as easy as that
Best to conclude it, that we fought, a good fight, concluded he's Trash™, which is to be his defining legacy summed up, although I have doubts about this, because he's more than this, and then move on
I should grow up, stop bullying or being so cruel to people who make mistakes, and move forward without these anchors weighing me down with guilt.