Tue 17 Mar
10:30 a.m.
I woke up sadly to learn Lockheed Martin CEO Marillyn Hewson has stepped down. James Taiclet, 59, will likely takeover. I saw a lot of worrying, distressing news articles. A lot of people are getting sick and dying. ████████████████████████████████ I hope I develop resistance to coronavirus.
I spoke to Miss Jayalath, who applied to be our CMO, I think she's worked at Hayley's and so, I think she can act as project manager over there for us. She was on her way to the hospital, her husband or some man was screaming over the phone angrily hehe. I promised I'll call in the evening.
12:00 p.m.
I'm feeling really ill. This cold is really bad. My eyes are watering and my nose is running. I feel bad. I ate some sandwiches and drank my mum's coffee because we ran out of the alternative. I'm so tired. It's an awful time of the year for me. ████████████████████████████████████ I should be fine.
1:15 p.m.
I tell a lot of jokes. I like to have fun. But this coronavirus is really serious and it's killing too many people. I think it's out of control. The thing's killing too many. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████rsis.
1:30 p.m.
I really like my Muslim friends because I like my smoked beef brisket and beef rendang and I don't know, lamb or mutton foods -- and if not for my Muslim friends, I'd have a hard time with Buddhists, especially Buddhist monks. I hope they all survive. Islam has anyway reformed just like Christianity.
I worry I might die. This coronavirus can kill. I think I had a good life. I lived a great life to the fullest. I will for that girl who blocked me to run Cyberspace Command. I anyway believed that my dad's ██████████████████████. I'm happy that I get to will things. I always wanted a replacement for me to take over. I hope I get good karma. I want Chadu to get my business.
Chadu should get it. He can manage it or let Indrajith Jayaratne run it. I think that girl who blocked me would do a great job leading it overseas. The brightest and most qualified should run it. I think I'm a bit over dramatic. I just got a bit scared by the Italian deaths. I might be doing catastrophisation. I hope it doesn't worsen.
I'm 46kg, I'm very weak. I won't survive the Covid19 coronavirus. If it spreads in Sri Lanka, I'll likely catch it and die too. I'm really disappointed, annoyed and sad by it. It's just week 1, it's 20 cases. By week 2 it'll go up to 300 cases and then week 3 will be 3,000 cases or more.
2:00 p.m.
███████████████████████████████████████████████████ I never tried magic mushrooms. I was in a bad place, so, I just didn't want to trip out depressed. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
3:00 p.m.
I had lunch. My nose is burning. It's constantly running. It's just day 2. I think in 3 more day's time, it'll be fine. I should survive. It's always good to reflect and think about ways to do better and improve. I think the danger with any disease is the infection rate, not the severity or lethality, it can get worse, mutate and kill at volume.
4:30 p.m.
███████████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████ Sigh, 2 days in a row. I hate my drug addiction. But whatever, I'll probably get rid of it. It's great for coping with stress. This whole coronavirus thing has scared me. I hope the threat is contained to 20 cases. I fear it's going to increase to 1,000 plus. I'm playing Egg, Inc -- I love it.
5:15 p.m.
I don't understand how so many celebrities caught Covid19. It's insane, Tom Hanks and his wife, the black actor, a Bond girl, Justin Trudeau's wife, etc. It doesn't make any sense. They should've been the last to get sick. I popped some paracetamol. I'm listening to music. I'll go get some tea. I hate my nose running. It's disgusting, but it's not snotting. I think it's just a bad cold.
5:30 p.m.
Everyone knew I was going to go to hell. I just didn't think I'd die so soon. I'll be like "hey whassup my █████? How you been doin' ma dawg?" when I see all my ██████ in hell. I should've smoked more cigarettes while I was alive. F***, I knew I'd never end up dead with lung cancer. ███████████████████████████. That's my number one regret: █████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████ Jeez, that was stupid. I don't know.██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. I made some Earl Grey tea. I love it. My tea is getting low. I wish the tea pot, or measuring jar, which I use, has an inbuilt stirring effect, or a paddle, it feels like I'm not extracting enough tea from the tea leaves..
I don't know what'll happen when I die. I hope it's not to be reincarnated as an animal. I killed so many animals. I doubt that's going to happen. ████████████████████████████ Not like in a █████████████████████like me, but just so physically dirty. ██████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
9:45 p.m.
I'm feeling really sick. My cold is a nightmare. My mum made me chicken noodle soup with Maggi and no chicken, which was great. The worst part of a cold is that I need to sleep without any air conditioning.
10:15 p.m.
███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I wish I had coronavirus. I hate my cold sickness as well. My eyes are always watering. I think what I hate the absolute worst is this:
