I Ended the Wheelchair Email Day With a 1.5km Reset

February 14, 2020

The wheelchair-email day was really about stress, disrupted plans, supplier follow-up, porn withdrawal, and a small evening walk that helped me feel human again after too much pressure.

11:00 PM

Fri 14 Feb

11:00 p.m.

Exhibit 8. Hehe "fire temple", "tower of silence" -- I love Parsis

https://youtu.be/ZQH8MVirNso

11:15 PM

Fri 14 Feb

11:00 p.m.

I did a walk with my mum. It was the usual 1.5km around Independence Square. I did it pretty quickly. I didn't take my phone with me. I ate dinner and went to my room. I was fascinated by Zoroastrianism. I absolutely love Parsis. It's a pretty gruesome send off, but I'm drawn to this sort of thing. It seems a bit occult, but I mean, I'm that sort anyway.

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We share these little things that are so rare. I don't know many people like Lehan Edirisinghe. He's just one of a kind, there'll never be another Lehan Edirisinghe. I really cherish people who are like me. I suffer from extreme homophily.

11:15 p.m.

Hehe I love it when I find people who worship the same things I do. It's just such a rare thing. I can look all over the world and never find people just like me. It's so rare.

11:45 p.m.

Time to pop my Mirtazapine and get some sleep. I'm sleepy. My air conditioning isn't so good. It's pretty hot. I think I may see uncle Thilanga tomorrow. I think everyone knows me now. Everyone wants to. The only thing diminishing faster than Parsis is my friend's list. My block and restricted list is going up.

Everyone is desperate to read whatever I write, be my friend, talk to me, work for me and talk about me. I'm so sleepy. I can't believe how hard I work or how smart and sharp I've become. I wonder if I'm Jewish or something. I always secretly hope that my grandmother Nalini was miraculously a Jew,██████████████████████████████████████████████

I don't know. Even as the Sinhalese, I think Chamath Palihapitiya or Upali Wijewardena were bright. Chamath got lucky. But I'm pretty gifted. It's very rare when you get the good brains to do things.

12:00 a.m. Sat

12:15 a.m.

My brain is so active. It's like a nuclear reactor. It heats up. Then it takes forever to cool down. I feel like I'm going to sleep soon...

Greatest love of all: