Friday the 13th Panic and Healthcare Bills Pushed Me to Burnout

Juan████████why don't you figure it out for yourself?

Juan ████████that's not what I said. Those are your words and your interpretation. I've wasted enough time replying to you.

Juan ████████ healthcare providers should tell patients how much they expect to pay first -- before treating them. This way there's no surprise of hidden fees or costs. Yes, sadly, nothing is for free. A rich man on his deathbed will have better support available than a poor man in his deathbed. You can't force doctors to treat patients. The government can't develop medicines or medical technologies like the private sector can with R&D as it's inefficient. It's not a perfect system, but it's what most people believe is fair as opposed to the alternative which you suggest -- which is to force other people pay for the sick. I don't think your alternative is fair. The idea of a socialist healthcare system has been around for a long time. It happens in the UK, it works well. But it's fraught with problems and people with money pay for private care. I personally have no real concern for this matter of healthcare, I commented on bankruptcy and blamed credit. I appreciate how you see my writing in red as though I'm Jesus Christ, but I honestly don't care about you or what you think.

Thu 12 Mar

1:00 p.m.

Oh tomorrow's a Friday the 13th. It's going to be an unlucky day. I also missed breakfast. I had a long night. I think my coffee drinking is bad for my sleep cycle. I missed breakfast. I'm hungry.

I talked to Dimitri ████████ for 2 hours. We had an interesting chat. I disagreed with him. I don't think he should be our CEO. He's just going to cause problems and disrupt business. I can tell from his tone. I'll get rid of him, I'll say it probably wouldn't work out. He wants Seylan Bank, which should go to Cyril aiya and Rhuani miss.

1:45 p.m.

I don't know. Rhuani Rambukwelle is so sweet. I love her. She was the one who taught me my favourite hobby: oil painting. I remember I was very small and she taught me not to draw scary monsters. Hehehe she wanted me to draw nice things, so, I drew a crocodile and painted it. Hehehe hahahahaha! :) :D

I made 10 paintings or more. I think I exhibited them in Lionel Wendt art gallery. I think a few people bought my paintings, I sold my volcano painting to a stranger. My grandma bought many of my paintings. I earned like Rs 25,000 when I was less than 12. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I think Rhuani Rambukwelle miss is somebody I feel safe around. It's just that mother love Freddie Mercury sang about in his last song ever. I don't know. I was planning on giving her some money doing a deal with Harsha Wannigatunga at Seylan Bank. I think even Cyril, is Saroj uncle's wife's brother. So, I see them as people I grew up with and trust.

Hehehe what did she think? What was she thinking? Obviously I'll draw scary monsters. I love scary monsters and guns. I love war. I'm a boy. It's so cool. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████, unless it's some cool fashion like leather jackets and it's a test dummie doll to blow up.

2:00 p.m.

I'm listening to I Was Born To Love You by Freddie Mercury. My favourite part is the beginning, it goes like "an AMAZING, FEELING, COMING THROUGH!!" Jesus frickin' Christ. I love that bit. I love it. Absolutely amazing. It's the best. Obviously, I'm not a homophobic person, I love the gays, they're the best. I love Freddie Mercury.

3:00 p.m.

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3:45 p.m.

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I think the psychology of addiction is that if you gamble, let's say $200 bucks¹ and lose, you bet $400² to recover your original $200¹ and lose $600, and then you bet $1,200³ and lose $1,800, and then $2,400⁴ and lose, and then $4,800⁵ and lose and then $10,000⁶ and lose, and then $20,000⁷ and then $40,000⁸, and then $80,000⁹, and then $200,000¹⁰, $400,000¹¹ and even more than $1,000,000¹².

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4:30 p.m.

Of course, I don't know or believe it "must've" been Jesus Christ. Maybe, it was just a self realisation. Maybe it was G-d who decided to save me. It's hard to tell with these religious things. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

4:45 p.m.

I called Softlogic Dell Repair Centre. They've diagnosed that one of the two RAM (Random Access Memory) sticks is probably not working. Kasun, the engineer, is trying to see if he can fix it. He'll let me know on Monday because I told him I don't like Friday the 13th.

6:45 p.m.

I noticed I had written 2 emails to Harsha Wannigatunga in October 2019 and even October 2018. This guy's probably not a friendly person. He doesn't wish to respond. He's likely a Christian based on his friends and doesn't want to speak with me. Rhuani Rambukwelle has asked him and he's asked me to write to him and mention her.

I'm unsure, I think I'll either talk to his subordinates or ask Sohli Captain as he's a shareholder. I don't know, best is to write to Harsha anyway. I'll use the subordinates and also Cyril aiya as well. I'll try use Sohli Captain if possible. There's little to worry about.

I absolutely love Freemasonry. I was practising my Freemason rituals at 6:30 p.m. when I got a reminder. I just called my mum who went shopping, she forgot peanut butter and chocolates for me. It's okay, she can go tomorrow to get me.

I decided that best is to avoid using Sohli Captain, a lot of people get really upset when you call the big boss. I also only have any real bond with Sohli Captain, and not Sumal Perera, Ashok Pathirage uncle, Harry Jayawardena, Dhammika Perera or even Jit Warnakulasuriya. I think Jit and Sohli, yes, mostly Sohli. He's just truthful, he can be trusted.

7:00 p.m.

I only trust my fellow masons. I think I can only trust them at all. When people take blood oaths on all the volumes of sacred law, I just feel I can trust them at least. It's the sworn penalty of death that let's me trust people.

I can't trust anybody, except myself, and by that logic, anybody who makes blood oaths only. █████████████████████████████████ If you haven't got your word, you've got naught (Sinatra).

8:30 p.m.

I'm getting sleepy. I should get dinner and call it a night. I spoke with Kasuni ██████████████████. She's going to be our COO. I have a great feeling about her. Anyway, out of the Rs 20mn profit, we can take Rs 2mn out, and pay her Rs 200k per month, so, she can leave her current Rs 100k/ month job and work full time. It's not my first time stealing good employees.

10:45 p.m.

I'm going to go to sleep soon. I'm really sleepy. I'll watch Certified Ethical Hacker videos. I need to finish Chris Voss's book. I'm on page 20 out of 200. I think we'll likely all die, maybe not, but maybe, if Wuhan coronavirus mutates and evolves. I just want to go saying I had fun. A lot of fun.

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The casinos are pretty evil, a lot of people are fooled into losing everything. I never gamble.

Jordan ███████ hehe yeah, but ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████, ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ My family has over 150 betting shops islandwide in Sri Lanka. None of us gamble. I think it's a psychological thing. People do it for enjoyment. It's just that we need to gamble knowing we'll lose money. I bet like Rs 200 in a poker game and lost, it's always a wake up to remember how stupid gambling is. Phil Ivy, Daniel Negreano, all of us lose money. Some people at the slot machines according my friends Aloka Hettiarachchi are so desperate, they go like: "yes, yes, yes and oh no!!" when they lose. I went to Kranji in Singapore and bet on horses at the Hibiscus room, and over there also, I could see people screaming loudly, "go, go, go!" It's really sad. They all always lose.

The Chinese part reads:

'I only know that overcome is victory; persistence is victory; calmness is victory. '

Tom Hanks and his wife got it in Australia!!

我 can't believe Tom Hanks got Wuhan coronavirus

This is a good chart. It's not fair because some nations are small and others are big, but it's an accurate presentation of the problem.

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Omg this is a horrific disruption. I hate to see this sickness and death sweeping across the world.

Omg, that's really sad.. the horror, the horror.

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Happy to hear this good news

Oh no, the horror, the horror..!

I love your MasterClass and book, I look forward to doing business with Black Swan Group one day to negotiate with bad dark hat hackers

Mary ███ hehe virtual hugs

Bibi all the way!!!

Jeez, I mean, oh my Moses' G-d Y-hw-h! These girls are attractive.

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Ooh and here I thought I needed to hack the IDF to steal this recipe!! Tee hee

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I wish I could try this. I need a ghillie suit.

They're a great country. I pray for them. It's wise if everyone stops traffic, save essential resources, just until this whole thing blows over.

Fri 13 Mar

12:15 a.m.

I'm really sleepy. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████.

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12:45 a.m.

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████I had a few flashbacks, I'm hungry, I wish my mum bought some food. I'm starving. I want to develop this country. I hope I fall asleep.

1:00 a.m.

I looked at some videos. I saw a video on YouTube typed Mommy Knows Best re: Elon Musk's mum. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ So, I'll just try get some sleep. ████████████████████████

10:15 a.m.

I spoke with Zaid ███████████ about whether he can tackle Amana Bank. I get lots of applications. I always lead people. I would've made a good military leader. I'm pretty good.

Just like David Petraeus asked his people to do push ups while waiting about, I teach people to watch Certified Ethical Hacker videos for free on YouTube to learn hacking. I ask everyone to do the same things.

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8:00 p.m.

I spoke to Kasuni ██████████████████ for 3 or 5 hours about planning our business operations. I spoke to Zaid ███████████ about business, █████████████████ I recommended he try deal with Amana Bank. I just talked to Kavinath ██████████ about Mobitel. I think Shathaka ██████████ and Kavinath need to tackle SLT together.

Thilanga uncle has done some political event with Mahinda Rajapaksa and everyone, Susil and a few people. I didn't go. I had a meeting with Kasuni. I work really hard. Plus, I'm the only one who just pays people and treats employees properly, obviously, now everyone wants to work at Cyberspace Command.

9:30 p.m.

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10:00 p.m.

I ordered some McDonald's food. I got the triple cheeseburger medium meal with a coke. I mean, if the world was to come to an end tomorrow, this will be my choice of a last supper, a final meal for somebody on death row. G-d bless McDonald's for making a food fitting for a king available to the lowliest family to enjoy.

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11:15 p.m.

Omg I saw my sister'████████████████████ █████████████ ███████████ She went and paid for my McDonald's on my behalf so I didn't have to go downstairs in my boxers. I like my sister's friends. My sister Lehara asked me not to ask her friends to do stuff for me hehe.

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