I Mixed Cigar Exhibits, Behaviour Warnings, and Saturday Business Grind
May 16, 2020 Lehan Edirisinghe
Cigar nostalgia, business work, rehab worry, and a tired porn spiral shaped the day, with all the old performance instincts still there even as I was clearly losing energy.
Calling a Man a Thug and Recommending Jail
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Cigars, Smoking Discipline and Wanting to Try a Cuban
Sat 16 May
Exhibit 7. Cigars
Made famous by Tony Montana in my eye: "Push it to the limit!" There's something cool about cigars.
Koshi asked me to get some Davidoff cigarettes a long time ago, or something.
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I never really liked smoking cigarettes though. I was always so disciplined. I mean, I never really had a problem drinking. I think that's something special about me.
I remember I got a cigar for the first time and I didn't know I had to cut it or whatever. I didn't have a cigar cutter. So, I smoked it without cutting it. It was okay, but nothing so special. It wasn't a big deal. I didn't particularly like it.
It was just flavoured smoke in my mouth, I only ever thought about mouth cancer, so, I never enjoyed it. I thought of Sharma uncle's stained teeth.
I think I'm really disciplined, I don't think these things are a big deal. But I want to smoke a Cuban cigar. I appreciate the workmanship that goes into rolling and producing these.
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There was some other brand I forgot about.
I only smoked so many cigarettes in Singapore because everyone else was doing it while standing underneath the hot sun.
Calling a Habit My Drug of Choice and Seeking Help
Sat 16 May
11:00 a.m.
I'm working on business stuff.
11:15 p.m.
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11:30 p.m.
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11:45 p.m.
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Suggesting Hoover and Dyson Partner With Disney
Hoover, Dyson should do a MOU with Disney for this...
Using “Expecto Patronum” and Mentioning Home-Born Albino Macaws
Expecto Patronum! 🧙🏽♂️👓🦌
So cool -- I've got albino blue and gold macaws at home born in our house.
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