Number-13 Anxiety, Crow Lore, and Control Rules
June 9, 2020
I turned the day into a little performance about image, popularity, and influence, aiming it at Ho Ching and making it clear that public power mattered to me as much as real ability.
Keeping Facebook Friends Restricted and Refusing to Trust People
Tue 9 Jun
2:30 p.m.
I'm really busy. I had time to think about my Facebook friends. Best is to keep people under control.
I decided it's best to always keep everyone on the restricted list because people shouldn't be trusted under any circumstances.
I don't think I'll ever have any friends in life, I'll just have to do business with people. I need to put myself first all the time, never really trusting anyone.
There are things I'll be able to understand. There will be friends I'll make, who I'll accept. Most people can't do that. That's just it. I'm special.
8:30 p.m.
I'm exhausted. I'm going to get dinner and call it a night.