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Lawyer Meeting Stress Surge and PTSD Coping Breakdown

October 7, 2020

After the lawyer meeting, the stress was the real story: my body, my sleep, and my coping all looked more fragile, even while I was still trying to narrate control.

7:45 PM

Wed 7 Oct

7:45 p.m.

I met lawyers. I discussed Sierra. I feel very stressed out. I can't cope with stress due to complex PTSD at all. I stop eating. I don't remember what I ate. I wrote 200 pages in a MS Word document in the last 7 days, but only want to send 5 paragraphs. I get very excited.