Gandolfini Reviews, Star Trek Rants, and Deal-Stress Spiral

October 11, 2020

I spent the day moving between film reactions, Star Trek mood swings, food, work pressure, and the urge to write sharper letters, which made the page feel busy, irritated, and mentally overcrowded.

Mon 12 Oct

4:00 a.m.

"Captain's Log"

Star Date 6020 Anno Lucis

My wake sleep clock is off. I'm tired. I saw Star Trek Lower Decks, upto episode 6. It's pretty good.

I watched Killing Them Softly (2012). It had James Gandolfini, Brad Pitt. I liked some parts of it, but I didn't really like it.

I'm getting sleepy. I'm stressed out by this new problem with a California company.

They don't like Thilanga uncle. I'm disturbed by it. I'm trying to figure out how to move forward.

I sort of also don't like him so much. But I think I can't do business in a place like Sri Lanka without him.

I killed two mosquitoes today on my bed. I'm terrified of mosquitoes. They creep my out.

I ate Durian Ice Cream again today. I love Carnival Ice Cream. But I get a gut feeling it's artificial and too much food colouring -- and I heard Rauf Hakeem's wife owns it.

Their ice cream is really, really good. I'm not kidding. I love ice cream. I need to buy some ice cream tomorrow. I love the durian ice cream.

I did my 4 minute elliptical machine run vigorously. I believe it gets my blood flowing. I believe it fights cancer, stop diabetes, makes me healthy. It's the only exercise I get.

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4:15 a.m.

I'm going to also download Upload the tv show. And also Ratched and Gangs of London. I don't like British humour, it doesn't sit well with me..

I liked Fleabag, but it was horribly dry. I liked Inbetweeners, but it was pretty s***. I hate Normal People, I deleted it after 4 episodes.

I only loved Peaky Blinders because it's based on my family. I love Black Mirror. That's the ultimate mind f***.

I'm also downloading Watchmen Season 1. I think I saw a few episodes, such as the lynching scene, but I didn't keep up.

I'll write some sort of plan tomorrow and then decide I did my best. I'll most likely need some help and intervention in California.

I think I better do some disk fragmentation on my laptop. My Dell Laptop is amazing. I've had it since 2012 in Singapore and it's been doing wonders.

4:30 a.m.

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Utopia is gonna be good because I also predicted Covid-19 coronavirus would start with the Soleimani earthquake, birds/ bats and snakes..

..after playing Call of Duty Zombies in Spaceland on repeat and hearing that It's the End of the World song by R.E.M. so many times over and over again.

1:00 p.m.

I'm watching Mean Streets (1973). I had lunch. I think Robert de Niro is in it. I had lunch also. I liked the textured vegetable protein or TVP, although it's too spicy.

1:45 p.m.

I had to get the subtitles for Mean Streets. The subtitles were too late, so, I pressed G on my laptop keyboard to delay by -50 ms a lot of times, like -26,000 ms for it to work..

I ate Durian ice cream. It tastes like custard. But with durian flavour. It melted a bit too much. I waited too long to scoop. The temperature in Sri Lanka is really hot. I'm boiling most of the time.

8:15 p.m.

I'm sleepy now. I still need to pay phone bill and see dentist tomorrow. I'm going to eat my dinner and sleep. I need more Mirtazapine.