Musk-vs-NASA Take and Anti-Muslim Hiring Panic Spiral

October 27, 2020

I spent the day drafting a national-security plan and then turning to a hiring note about fear, ignorance, and how badly trust can break down in Sri Lanka even when I still wanted to argue for something kinder.

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 27, 2020

11:30 p.m.

I'm extremely busy. Had a lot of things to write about the presidential election. I side with President Trump.

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I'll smile to their face, love my enemies from a distance -- give them some food -- and stay away. I have so much annoyance, ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'll try to work on this some more. I want to do the right thing. I seem to be assuming a lot of bad things and rushing to conclusions, which might not necessarily be true. ███████ didn't do any bad things against me to my knowledge.

11:45 p.m.

I sort of worry too much. I suspect. It's hurtful and it's not cool or fair or right. I worry a lot about people. I think it's insecurity. I'm going to sleep soon. I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine. I'm tired. My body is aching.

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