Halloween Reactions, Vivid Mirtazapine Dreams, and Sean Connery Mourning

October 31, 2020

Halloween brought scattered shout-outs, vivid Mirtazapine dreams, tech and industrial ambition, nostalgia about stores and Sean Connery, and the sense that the month was closing in a strange mix of exhaustion, sadness, and bravado.

8:45 AM

I had a lot of good memories here. I bought a lot of stuff.

9:00 AM

SATURDAY, OCTOBER 31, 2020

Exhibit 8. Strange Dreams

I had a strange dream. The Mirtazapine makes you dream vividly. I saw a few friends in my dream. We seemed to just "get it". We got along. We just understood each other despite differences, different choices, different religions or politics, despite mistakes.

Army Commander Shavendra Silva was in the dream. There was some sort of conflict. He's really friendly with us in real life. In the dream, however, he had been given some legal notification. In it, he was asked by someone, probably President Gotabaya Rajapaksa or someone else, to do something. Or we asked him to do something. He did it differently than expected or didn't do it. People were asking what was going on and getting upset.

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9:00 AM (b)

SATURDAY, OCTOBER 31, 2020

9:00 a.m.

Life sucks without air conditioning. I'm going to spend today writing the employee handbook and interviewing guidelines. I might visit Thilanga uncle's house to print these letters. It's curfew so there's a shutdown of operations.

10:00 p.m.

I was doing a lot of work all day. I redid our letterhead and wrote a very cool bunch of letters which we'll deliver after the curfews are lifted. I'm sad Sean Connery died today at 90. He's gone to get ready for Her Majesty. I have a poster of him.

I'm also sort of a womanizer even though I'm 44 kg. Which is crazy. But whatever. He's such a cool guy. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I'm watching Dr No.

10:45 AM

Peter Wong good observation

10:45 AM (b)

I also feel sad. "Just last Thursday" the Topman shop closed. I used to enjoy going to physical store, it was an experience. Now it's all over the internet and mail box. I bought some Nintendo and I remember a Zoid Japanese robot that you gotta assemble and also a plastic air pressure rocket projectile launcher.

12:30 PM

A lot of potential new industrial applications

9:45 PM

I would like to build some of these in Sri Lanka through Cyberspace Command please....

9:45 PM (b)

The. Original. and Best. Bond. James Bond. Rest In Peace. I'm going to watch his original first movie and the other few too... He's a hero for all of England and he's someone who made Britain great.

10:30 PM

What was the name of that song with a Riley ████ appearance, again?!

https://youtu.be/bR35KuY7Uwg

10:45 PM

I'm starting to feel sad, as though, I have lived 1/3 of my life, and that everyone will soon die, and that science is rapidly changing and I might be able to go to heaven 2.0 one day, which is just a very cool simulation thing

12:30 AM

SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 1, 2020

12:30 a.m.

I'm watching Before the Devil Knows You're Dead (2007). It's a good movie. I like it.

2:00 a.m.

I'm getting sleepy. I'm hungry. There isn't enough food to eat. I didn't watch Dr No fully, I've seen it too many times, I'm sick of it. I don't really like Sean Connery that much either. I don't like Before the Devil Knows You're Dead (2007) as much anymore. I'm watching Upload (2020) TV series. It's epic. I'm going to sleep soon. I'm very angry at Mr Cool for not fixing my air conditioning.

2:45 a.m.

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4:00 p.m.

I had a strange dream when I woke. I remembered it for a few moments. Then I forget it completely.

That's why the Widow's son in Nain or Lazarus were revived from the dead. They were removed or expelled from The Way by Prophet Jesus and therefore dead, and then, 3 days later, were brought back to life by being allowed to enter The Way.

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4:15 p.m.

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We must also have fake funeral services for all our company heads once a year. There are like 5 really good leaders right now, but we need 12 serious. Every month, they will have a funeral. I know it's death, it's morbid, sad, it's macabre and gloomy and whatever. But I like it.

I think every month, we can do a board meeting where everyone is celebrated for his or her death, where their families and friends are invited. Everyone must write a Dear Future CEO or Officer letter every year as well.

4:45 p.m.

5:00 p.m.

It's so Lord of the Flies. It's a bit of Animal Farm. But definitely, Lord of the Flies. We'll just chant and scream at our whole team who must partake:

If the sheep is dead, well, we'll barbecue the animal. Or something. I don't know. I can't wait to hear the eulogies for all our dead officers. We can call it when they really die, that they entered into The Simulation: The Great Journey.

6:15 p.m.

I need a haircut. I hate it when my hair grows long, it gets so stuffy. I also suspect that you get dandruff. Micro mini dandruff. I don't know. I watching Upload. It's great. The episodes are very short. I was reading through my content, it's really interesting, very good stuff, very, very good content.

9:00 p.m.

I'm watching Trump in Pennsylvania. It's where he got his degree from the Wharton School of Business.