10:00 p.m.
If I get killed, my friends should just forgive those who killed me, try to help them and move on.
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Maybe it is high stress talking.
I would Will Jacques and Jonathan takeover, try and make Sri Lanka just like California.
My family will help them, we control Buddhist authority and gambling --
We just need to update the education system.
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Joke: I tell a lot of jokes, I like to make fun of myself, it is entertaining -- I never say I am joking.
I loved Lt. Col. Kilgore in Apocalypse Now, Robert Duvall, he was laughing at himself, he was enjoying himself -- I love to do it, people feel overjoyed.
Modern media in the US is a lot more provocative than what I write.
Or maybe not. I do not know.
Joke. This is not true. Joke: If I...
No, I cannot say it, it is offensive.
I am exhausted. Just burnt out.
I am watching Scent of a Woman (1992).
It looks amazing.
I like the scene, where Lt. Col. Al Pacino says, "do not call me Sir".
Chris Grocott, my political economic lecturer in university of Leicester, who met me a number of times--
he also taught me never to let anyone call me Sir, be human, allow people to be my equals, a friend
Chris would always walk to university, not even taking the bus, I saw him often --
I miss England, beautiful, pleasant land...
One time, I was walking down the street, saw a Sun ██████newspaper on the pavement--
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I will sleep after this.
I am thinking of Jonathan.
I want to learn more, help him with depression.
Dr Trevor Friedman freed me man, and I have a debt -- Jewish people are gifted, all the other doctors I met were f***ing r***rded
I can gift Jonathan a lot of money, then get him the top 10 best doctors in the world
In the process, I will learn, and use insights to save many and all of the unhappy people in SL
I believe I could be a hero one day, I could save a lot of people -- I can make this place like California or UK
